Sunday, December 30, 2007
Thursday, December 20, 2007
What Christmas really means to me
do you ever have that warm fuzzy feeling inside?
Whenever you hear Christmas carols being played,
Christmas tree being lighted up,
Don't you feel excited !? cause Christmas is just around the corner!
The O-So-Yummy-Licious food that you can only eat somehow during Christmas..
The long awaiting of getting what you really want from your parents..since you used up your birthDAY wishes.
Family members from overseas gathering for a Family Dinner..
Isn't it wonderful?
But I hope we are not forgetting about the most important person here
On why we are celebrating Christmas.
Though the world may want us to forget about Jesus.
Lets not let them do so?
Why the Xmas when Christmas is really all about Jesus Christ.
I believe that if it's weren't for Christ being born into this world
Christmas will be meaningless..
in fact...(hah what am i saying here..)
There won't be Christmas!
So what does Christmas really means to me anyway?
It's simply about the birth of our Lord Jesus.
i'll say that the feeling is indescribable when Christmas is around
For i can't thank Him enough to what He has done for me.
God bless you people and have yourself A Merry Christmas.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Only Hope ...
Come calvin... let's try this one. you be the left guy, i'll be right one ( easier to play) =p
wahaH ! but che ! your singing this song!
Sunday, December 2, 2007
If It's Gonna Get Done..
Facing the Red Sea
Or a disciples looking out
On the multitudes to feed
Lord, I've followed You too far
To think of turning back
It all seems so impossible
Unless I face the fact
If it's gonna get done
You're gonna have to do it
Then this world will come
To see Your power through it
Father I trust you
I believe it's true
If it's gonna get done
It's gonna have to come
from You
Here in the corner
With my back against the wall
I'm just a prisoner of habit
When worry comes to call
I know miracles to You
Are the common place
But you'll have to pardon me
If i stand here amazed
What a trill
When this world can see
It's not something that I did
for you
But something that you did through me
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- Listen and have faith
"Dear Lord,please..help me LEARN.."
When God speaks, what He asks of us requires faith. Our major problems, however , is our self-centeredness. We think we have to accomplish something on our own power and with our current resources, We think, " I can't do that. That is not possible "
We forgot that when God speaks He always reveals what He is going to do- not what He wants us to do for Him. We join Him so He can do His work through us. We don't have to be able to accomplish the task within our limited ability or resources.With faith, we can proceed confidently to obey Him; because we know that He is going to bring to pass what He purposes. Jesus indicated that what is impossible with man is possible with God
" Jesus looked at them and said ' with man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God ' " - Mark 10: 27
So when i call on Jesus, all things are possible?
"
Help me o Lord to believe in what i believe, and not to struggle so much in my crisis of belief.. "
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
To you
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
YEAH! thank you Lord!
YEAH I PASS MY UNDANG!!!!
I can't believe it .
I SKIP THROUGH THE ENTIRE COLOUR TEST
and still pass the undang exam!
Committing suicide over UPSR results??!!
“I do not know what went wrong,” he added, saying that while she was confident of scoring at least 4As in the examination, the results showed that Subashini had only obtained 4Bs, 2Cs and 1D.
Children nowadays..
oMgoodness.. -___- 12 years old only.. and it's only UPSR??!!
( for those who know me) Look at me! =)
I went through everything and am doing my diploma..sigh..it's a real pity.
Feel sorry for her. Really.
Where the Silence Breaks..
When I seek God in the morning
I feel like I am free
From all the restless voices
Calling out to me
Surrounded by the silence
I surrender to the truth
That to live where I can listen
Is all He calls me to
I want to hear the voice of God
No matter what is takes
I wanna be weak enough to listen
Strong enough to wait
It's not enough to know
He's speaking
I wanna hear what He has to say
So I'm standing in the shadow
Living where the silence breaks
I can hear Him in the pages
Revealing hidden truths
Old verses with new answers
For what I'm going through
Like the water to the thirsty
His word is life to me
I don't want to miss the moments
When He is calling me
It may be a whisper in the wilderness
A comfort in the pain
It may sound like rolling thunder
Or maybe like a gentle rain..
Friday, October 26, 2007
Where to go?
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
A naughty child of God
So how do i describe my life as a teenager? - can i say Ugly?
It wasn't about my school.I love ACS till now. It was more to myself, about how i was? Funny how sometimes people say being a Christian, we must be perfect all the time? ' yes of course? but Christians are human too? ..We're not perfect.. only God IS '
Well I became quite a bitter person as i was growing up. I hated everything in my life. There were a time when i hated my family, my friends, the world but more to myself and God. What's wrong with me eh? Of course it's very normal i guess? izzit? Mostly everyone would have gone through that kinda stage? I? treated God like some magician/maid. Whatever i prayed for? I WANTED Him to answered it now! now means now..
I blame God for every bad thing that comes my way.
I was desperate you see? I just wanted things to be different, My way! but the more i questioned Him? Somehow things just got worst -__-"
One thing about me as a teenager? I was a real hypocrit.. I really had a tough time with God, struggling through life, trying to work things out of my own. 'God.. i've been patiently waiting for my prayers to be answered.i cannot wait any longer..sorry' In church, I'll put on my mask. A smiling face as if nothing is wrong with me. good acting? Here i go doing things in church, being active and all, LEADING!?! yeah that's me..In Project Samuel, I learn about integrity. Then what happen? Though i know about it but never really did put it into practice. in a way? I was like wasting unc Paul Long's time/teaching. Goodness la you ColiN!
I've always remembered this sentence when I was growing up...
A young man in the mirror always look at himself and reflect on who he really is
- A child of God
Integrity is very important.Remembering God's word and be a shining light to others.
I was form 2 when i re-dedicated my life to God.It was that turning point that though i was a hypocrit/hated life/LOA nuisance, i was really trying. Yet somehow i just seem so good in failing and I really fail Him big time.I let Him down.. Whenever i think about my past? tears flow simply because of how i've treated the my God , the one who created me , the one who died for me.. i don't deserve such love..
So now im 17 going on 18 =)
That's when Rbs came along.
How to describe Rbs? - like going to a disiplinary school
Personally to me?
God really had to take drastic measures.. Locking me up on a deserted Hill in Pahang, Was freezing cold in the morning and at night, there was practically nothing up on that Hill. but i met 44 lovely bunch of people >_< I was there for 1 1/2 month and everyday God is like slapping me, throwing bricks on my head. OUCH!! it really hurts a lot. I've em..never cried so much before nor even cried like a baby since baby time? O_o
All this was to get me back on track in order He can use me as his instrument. God had to fix me cause i was a bit 'spoil liao'. Me, as His child, His servant - He has great plans for me and it shall go according to His plan.
Not mine...
I love you papa-in-heaven,sorry for the times i was naughty, thank you for forgiving me and my sin.
So here lies my blog.. A boy on a string speaks about me, learning to let go of things in life (my problems,worries,future.etc..) and let God take over everything..Offering up my life to Him, everything that i've been through, using it for His glory...
-Born 891215
-Accepted Christ 1997
-Re-dedicated my life 040223
-Baptized 040719
Friday, September 28, 2007
WOW!!!
in the dark
GWAH!! i want! i want! My favourite Reebok brand!
Cool pebbles.. wonder they have it here in Malaysia
Even the pillow is glow in the dark.
O_O i want
Che-che? i know you'll love this. OmGOODNESS!!!! >_<>
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
I miss RBS alot!!
I miss her
To all of you who are not in this pictures, am missing you guys too so much ( so sorry yea cuz i dont really have all your picts in my comp) dorm 4 ( love those times sleeping together) , student councils( it's been wonderful serving with you people) my maids...(oops.jokin!) Hari-sabtu-bertugas (thanks for being so co-operative in taking turns to clean the toilets), 43 of you all, I thank you for making rbs so wonderful.. I thank God that i was able to know all of you.
-eheh .. yeah i know. rbs was like 9 months ago yet still, i do think about it and missing it dearly-
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Friday, September 21, 2007
You know what?
dear Lord
devoted?
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Steven Curtis Chapman- I will be here
And I will be here
Through the winnin’ and losin’ and tryin’
You can cry on my shoulder
I will hold you
And I will be here
I will be here
I will be true
To the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
And just as sure as seasons are made for change
We’ll be together, forever
‘Cause I will be here
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Colin Goes CukooCukoo.. wee!!
Grand-daughter-lena tagged me .*oWk!*
1. Crazy adventures such as climbing KK, bunggie-jumping,sky diving..etc etc..
2.Propose to the one i Love
3. Get married
4.Have kids >_<
5. To love the person i love most for as long i am on this earth
6. Commit myself full time to the Lord
7. Making sure im running the right track - To finish the race faithfully
Seven things I will NOT do even if it kills me.
1. Smoke.
2. murder
3. Go massage pauler
4. drugs
5. Suicide.
6. be a LALA
7. choosing money over the one i love =)
Seven things I do when I'm away from the public.
1. study
2. study
3. study(WahAH)
4. Play the piano (my own worship session) or whack my pillow with me drumsticks =p
5. Intrapersonal ( talking to myself)
6. go crazy!
7. Talk to God..
Seven favourite sentences/quotes.
1. NINCOMPOOP LA YOU! NINCOMPOOPISH YOU!
2. ish! so doink..
3. Babited fella
4. fuYOK!
5. eheh
6. oMgoodnesS!!!
7. ish! so mengada la you
Seven favourite songs from all time.
1. the nazarene - michael card
2. When i call on Jesus - nicole c. mullen
3. when God made you - newsong w/t natalie grant
4. Beautiful - Jim Brickman feat Wayne brady
5. everything - michael buble
6. Now and Forever - Richard Marx
7. Be thou my vision - Jars of clay
Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did.
1. Backstab me
2. Smoke.
3. Curse my Papa-in-heaven
4. disrespect me
5. disrespect the one's i love and care for.
6. Eating ramli burger or chocolate and hiding it from me ..eheh =p
7. Looking down on people
I tag..nobody
The Cross
Monday, September 3, 2007
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Sunday, August 26, 2007
My darling IvaN take me! -_-
[two] where was your default picture taken?honestly:- In Shahzan Inn,Frazers Hill
[three] what's your middle name?honestly:- colin CHEE LIANG gan?
[four] your current relationship status?honestly:- not sure
[five] does your crush like you back?honestly:- YES OF COURSE! BANGGA >_<>
[six] what is your current mood? am really zombie-fied ...zzzzzz
[ seven ] Are you gay? honestly:- YES i AM!!! Im really GaY (happy)
[eight] What makes you happy?honestly:- Cartoons. Spongebob? me friends =) ohh..and
[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change?honestly:
[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?honestly:- A cute lil puppy.. so girls would love to sayang me ! ^_^ wahah!
[twelve] ever had a near death experience?honestly:- yes.. due to erm.. my stupidity.
[thirteen] something you do a lot?honestly:- farting?
[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?honestly:- Nazarene by Michael Card
[fifteen] who did you copy and paste this from?honestly:- Ivanboy
[sixteen] name someone with the same birthday as you?honestly:- Uncle Chandran.. btw my birthday is on the 15th of December. plz plz..take it down, put it as a reminder.. ur phone calender..=p presents.. *cough cough..edwin..cough..i want the...cough.. green colour..cough floorball stick..cough..left hander wan ar! =) i'll be waiting patiently for it.wahaH~
[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?honestly:-In rbs..
[Eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?honestly:- yes..
[nineteen] if you could have one super power what would it be?honestly:- TO be able to teleport whenever i like. NO need CAr d wei! Haha
[twenty] what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?honestly:- eyes..
[twenty-one] what do you usually order from starbucks?honestly:- Ice Blended Mocha..gwaH...
[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret?honestly:- hmm biggest secret? hmm okok.. im...erm.. a boy =)
[twenty-three] favorite color?honestly:- Green!!! >_<
[twenty-four] when was the last time you lied?honestly:- can't remember. *Honestly*
[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?honestly:- yes i do =)
[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment?honestly:- nothing.
[twenty-seven] do you want to learn to speak any other language? if so, what?honestly:- Yea
[twenty-eight] what's your favourite smell?honestly:-i must agree with ivan on this.. Girl's hair. i mean..most of them are like portable ambi-pure... got fruity smell wan. i jealous la..
[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in ONE word what would it be?honestly:- Very Rainbow-ish
[thirty] when was the last time you gave/received a hug?honestly:-today =)
[thirty-one] have you ever been kissed in the rain?honestly:-no.. but very nice meh? got differents wan ar? been smack got la =(
[thirty-two] what are you thinking about right now?honestly:- missing somebody
[thirty-three] what should you be doing?honestly:- my assignment..hahahaha
[thirty-four] what was the last thing that made you upset/angry?honestly:-The STUPID POLICEMEN IN MELAKA!!!!!
[thirty-five] how often do you pray?honestly:- everyday..
[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?honestly:-im not even sure whether i can survive
[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?honestly:-
[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush?honestly:- yes..but as for now. im ok. it's always better to be yourselve.
[thirty-nine] name one song that reminds you of an ex?honestly:- Eternal Flame?
i tagged :
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Will you ?
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Dear Lord .. Choose which one better?
Monday, July 30, 2007
To watch or not to watch...
Even series like 'Bawang putih dan Bawang merah' ...the shows i watch sometimes... i surprise myself on how my cousin's maid can even influece me in liking the show.Anyway so yea..
5 years later,and here is a lastest love story from indonesia..
Love is Cinta... When I first saw this movie was in the billboard along the highway at PJ,i was laughing at the title all, was saying "What kind of movie title is this...love is cinta??!! ma as well say Stupid is bodoh -__-" later did i know the movie was from indonesia and when i watch the trailer.. really caught me eye as i felt it's something like 'ada apa dengan cinta' ,but according to some of my friends.this movie is super lame.hmm..i was suppose to go and watch it but now..really don't know.Maybe i should just get the dvd? but wil be nice to watch it in movie. haha.. Whatever it is. at least the soundtrack is quite nice. [Enjoy =) ]
Friday, July 27, 2007
A moment Spent..
To see you live your way
Cause' i've been through them too
And even though you cannot really see my plans for you
And I will see you through
Just close your eyes spent this time with me and i will see you through
cause i want.. and all im asking..is that i want just a moment spent with you..Dear Lord..im sorry... ='/
Saturday, July 21, 2007
8 little facts about Colin.G
• Each player must post these rules first.
• Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
• People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
• At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
• Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.
These are 8 little facts about Colin.G :
Fact 1:I love chocolates alot!!! Im so crazy about it..can just go high with it.
Fact 2: I need to hug my pillow to sleep..if not i cannot sleep nicely.but I love hugging D!!! It's like my fav pillow..cuz it's much better than anything! hahaha
Fact 3: I never fly a kite before =/
Fact 4: I love ...chup!! coca-cola =)
Fact 5: I like to take up stupid dares and do it.sometimes even end up regretting for doing it
-_-"
Fact 6: I anti the word, LOL!!! (oh..may sound like from m.y..but it's true.i do anti this word)
Fact 7: I love buBBleS!!! alot!!! >_<
Fact 8:Im also known as Gan Chee Liang ( uwah.. my brain really cannot think of any stuff)
.....Wo De Meng zhe Yen Chee Liang, ni how ma? =) ....
tags tags tags
Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this. Ready?Start~!
1.Christina
2.Shu lynn
3.Mei yoon
4.IvanC
5.Leong eng
6.Marvin
7.EdwinP
8.Cheryl.G
9.Chong keat
10.Eu-gene
11.Joel
12.Kel sern
13.Matthew
14.Beatrice
15.Joanne
16.Angelina
17.Jamie
18.Jordan
19.Ser young
20.JasonC
Now here are the questions!
How did you meet #14?(Beatrice)
What would you do if you never met #1?(Christina)
Hmm..life wouldnt be so happening? =/ tats so sad wei...
What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?(20 - JasonC & 9 - Chong keat)
Did you ever like #19?(Ser young)
Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?(6 - Marvin & 17- Jamie)
Describe #3.(Mei yoon)
Do you think #8 is attractive?(Cheryl.G)
Tell me something about #7.(EdwinP)
Do you know any of #12's family?(Kel sern )
What are #16's favourites?(Angelina)
What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you?(Jordan)
What language does #15 speak?(Joanne)
How old is #13 now?(Matthew)
When was the last time you spoke to #6?(Marvin)
Who is #2's favourite singer/band?(Shu lynn)
Would you ever date #7?(EdwinP)
#5 single?(Leong eng)
What is #10's last name?(Eu-gene)
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11?(Joel)
What school does #3 go to?(Mei Yoon)
Where does #4 live?(IvanC)
What's your favourite thing about #5?(Leong eng)
Have you seen #1 naked?(Christina)
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Saturday, July 7, 2007
INSTRUCTION : Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 4 people to do the same test..
1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse.
10) I'm totally smart.
11) I'm broken someone bones.
12) I'm paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I'm always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I don't hate anyone.
35) I'm a pretty good dancer.
36) I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I've rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I've called the cops on a friend before.
46) I'm not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.(love it!)
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I'm obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream.
69) I proficient in an musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I can't live without black eyeliner.
79) I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can't stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I'm an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex. (waHaH..na just joking!)
100) I love being happy.
Monday, July 2, 2007
Friday, June 29, 2007
No strangers,no outcasts.....
..... who says that they are different from us?
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
It's going to be 2 months already??? no!!!!!
*sob sob* i want another 2 months holz plz?? plz???!! Arghh this place got a lot of assignments and presentation to do...Super thick books to read and STUDY!!! About the media media all..the mass communication punya mass media to the source and receiver,noise,filters..blaH! O_o.... WO PU YAU.. CHO MEH GHA?!!! Somebody?!!
2 more weeks to go! I need to enjoy... at least must go and watch LOve is CiNTa and TransformerS! Eh what happen to the IpOhMalI trip!??? doink la you all! come let's go?!! pretend Im still on holz ^_^ ..wahah
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Teen Scene Fest 2007
The congregration
Song presentation
I like this actually.The mime they were doing..hehe
Unc foo seng was the speaker for that day and he was really good.
(btw..izzit me or the pict is getting bigger and bigger? -__-")
I like this a lot! hahahaha
A follower! O_o
We ended the whole thing with 'Jesus is the answer'
"Turn to me and Be saved for I am GOd and there is no other" Isaiah 45:22
6 people made the right turn that nite. God really work wonders in that event. Wow yea?
Amen =)
Till then,
Gidey gidey gidey gidey ...that's all folks!