Sunday, April 11, 2010

I've moved



Friday, June 19, 2009

I've made my choice.

As I write this post , it will be the last of what you'll hear from me .. and no .. I'm not dying (:

I thank you though, fellow readers out there who has been following my blog (: My apologise for not putting in the effort to make it more meaningful and interesting ( hmm .. I wonder since when it was ever interesting in the first place .. haha ) Oh well, it's just that I feel pointless in trying to continue this blog because it has lost it's meaning .. plus just trying to update for the sake of updating ain't helping at all.

Life as it is, that's was what my blog is all about but I think despite what happens in my life, I don't have to go on jotting down every single thing of my thoughts here. I'll do just alright keeping it to myself (:

So off the blogging world for me, this is the end of the chapter of
A boy on a string ..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

A boy on his knees .. exhausted & ashamed

this chapter of my life is called : superman-in-the-making

I'll always remember Isaiah 40 : 30
" that even when you grow tired and weary, and when young men stumble and fall, but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk .. and not be faint "

Running this race, this whole Christian life .. is getting really really really tough .. it's hard .. and i can't take it sometimes, the feeling of not bothering about my stands anymore, the feeling of hopelessness, I'm tired .. question is ' What is God doing? and why? '

Such a normal phrase that almost everyone would have said it before, but this really sucks a lot, and it scares me sometimes. What happened to the fire that I had burning within me? That passion for Christ, living for His name. Hack! Sometimes .. I feel ashamed being known as a believer now, as Your son.

I'm sorry .. I'm sorry for the things that I've done that wasn't pleasing into your eyes, for the things I've said about You. doubting and cursing.

I know that You are GOD and I should be trusting and putting my faith in You. and no matter how hard it is right now .. in believing .. in a whole lot of things .. please be with me Lord?

I find it hard to stand before you sometimes, to be worship leading or to play for You, I can't do it with a heavy heart. i don't want to be a hypocrite.

The pressure in this world, to not give in .. takes a lot of guts and strength .. it's just sometimes, I just want a sense of belonging and not being the odd one, you know? but I guess, I should know myself.

One thing is for sure, I've never forgotten about my promise to You, that as long as I am in this world .. I'll continue to testify in Your name, spreading the good news and to carry my cross daily for You ..

- it's time to get right with the You
Lord, please forgive me .. =/

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Before I start. Just want to say this picture is awesome! Love the reflection of the water!
[ So yeah Colin? When are you gonna start taking ur own pictures!? -_- ]

Greetings Dear Friends :)
Yes, I know I have been away for quite some time. Been busy. But as for now. one sem out. 2 more months of HOLIDAYING! Woooohooo!

I must say life has been pretty tight up with events to random trips, football competitions as well as enjoying a relaxing day on a beach =D ( just what I needed ) and many more which .. hmm .. not so important to tell ..

As for now .. I'll try to get back my inspiration and start getting back to make this blog more meaningful? :)

Till then, take care people

God bless

Monday, April 6, 2009

H o p e

despite the fallen rain .. as least the sun still tries to shine ..

Thursday, March 26, 2009

with a grateful heart..

I love you Yasmin Ahmad for the work you have done
that had touched all of us with this beautiful story..

A must watch movie .. (9/10)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Welcome to life =D

Hello, good morning, everyone underneath the glorious Son
I wrote a little song for you
Sometimes we forget we are the image of the Love of God
So please, if you don't mind, let me remind you
That we were made to love each other as a sister and a brother,
imitate perfection in this imperfect world

So, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that you get it right

And on the way, I do confess we stumble, fall,
and make a mess of everything we try to hold dear.
So be honest when you pray, and maybe thank Him for today.

Let go of the future so unclear
Listen for the voice of mercy, cast out all your fear and worry
Can't you see you've only got room for the cross?

So, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that you get it right

And you live and you'll die; you'll be honest and you'll lie.
Put you trust where the truth is and your treasure where you heart is.
So, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that you get it--
And, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that we get it right,

I hope that we get it right...
matt maher - welcome to life