Thursday, July 31, 2008

Family by Yasmin Ahmad

Whenever I start to question myself, why major in Advertising? God gives an answer, and it's because of her, She's the reason why I want to study Advertising. It gives a whole lot of meaning to what I'm doing, other than just the stress-ness or busy squeezing out brain juices.

I love dramas, I love plays, I love musical, but I couldn't do a diploma in Performing Arts because it's not well known in Malaysia. Advertising is a powerful media whereby in each short clips, a strong message is being shared to everyone.

Thank you Yasmin Ahmad, for what you've done has touched me and I want to carry it on. Well that is .. If I CAN be as good. So here you go, those who've asked me before, this is the reason why.

-A proud malaysian =)

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Are you serious?? you got to be kidding me..

Determined Realists like to bear responsibility and welcome challenges. They are stable, reliable persons. External contacts are very important to them; they mix well and are very active. They are excellent organisers and are very happy when things are done correctly and punctually; they can quickly react impatiently if others are not as conscientious, orderly and dutiful as they are. They prefer structured work which produces visible results quickly to abstract, long-drawn-out processes. Determined Realists have no problem with routine as long as it serves efficiency. However, they very much dislike unexpected and unpredictable occurrences which mess up their careful plans. Once they have committed themselves to a cause they do this with dedication and are willing to make considerable sacrifices for it.

Determined Realists do not avoid conflicts and criticism but face up to them and look for solutions. As they have a keen eye for the errors and shortcomings of others and are often quick at expressing criticism, they sometimes rub people up the wrong way especially when they lose their temper and jump to conclusions. Due to their marked sense of justice they are quickly willing to correct themselves and never take offence if someone speaks to them frankly. You do not have to seek hidden motives with them; you always know where you are. Determined Realists are often found in executive positions as they combine commitment, competence and the ability to assert themselves. In their spare time, they often also accept responsibility in clubs and other institutions.

Traditions rate highly with Determined Realists. They attend every family event and never forget a birthday or wedding anniversary. Family and friends are very important to them. With their open, communicative manner, they find it easy to get to know people and have a large circle of friends and acquaintances. They are never superficial, but reliable and loyal friends who are always there when they are needed. Determined Realists take their relationships very seriously - they dream of finding a partner for life. In a love relationship, they seek above all stability and loyalty and here, too, they are willing to invest a lot in a harmonious togetherness. Determined Realists master crises or difficult phases with composure; they would never think of breaking a promise given. As a partner, one can always rely on their support.

Slow fade..

Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

- A price will be paid, when you give yourself away.

Back again..


Looking at the time. Hmm, it's 12.35 in the morning . trying to remember how 3 months has been like. how some things are different now. wow? no wait .. aiyo?

Ahh..do miss the sound of the train early morning, waiting for it ? takes a long while. Passing shah alam station while the operator goes ' stesen shah alam, shah alam ', brings a smile on my face. yes i'll be smiling like a dungu. but i don't care. next thing you know .. I've reached my destination and there it is. College.

It's back to study life again. My brother seems to be happy about it. now that I won't be AS free to just rot, play ps, watch tv, sleep..

Looking at my subjects for this semester? well, study study and more study that needs to be done.

Cheers to college ? A chik! in ur dreams. ahah.

Great outdoors, i miss you.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

L.o.s.t

This is the chapter of my life, at where I'm standing. I feel lost. really lost. funny? Don't laugh. I'm serious here. The map is blur, my compass seem to be broken. help?

Yes, I know He is there
Ok. I'll be patient. I just feel like Britney Spears . No, I'm not a girl. Definitely not a woman! Just feel stuck in between. Stupid illustration . I know .
Lots of pressure . I can't breath . suffocating . headache . I don't know what to do anymore.
Seriously I don't. problematic . I hate .

Looking for a better tomorrow.
I do need You. I know your there. And this is just a chapter.
*But faster please can a not? sigh.
huh? be patient? ok la. don't think i have a choice here.
smile =)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

For those who actually tries..

" The race may not be given to the swift or strong,
It's given to the one's who can endure flaws" - John Legend

Nothing is Impossible with God

Just a beginning..

From Taman Rakyat to Bukit Tabur to Gunung Nuang. This is only just a beginning of conquering a mountain =) My GOAL? the Highest Mountain! - - - Everest? O.o ( possible? yes? no? I don't know either ) Well pleased though, 4898 FT, It's higher than Genting Highland. Along side, great encouragement by fellows climbers. Hehe.

More to come, Preparing for a mental and physical strength now.

Cheers to the Great Outdoors.

By the way, something sounds familiar.

Have a good guide.
Be well prepared.
Train vigorously.
Be properly equipped.
Keep your eyes on the goal.
PERSEVERE.
Get a good grip and foothold.
Know which paths to take.
and YOU SHOULD NEVER CLIMB ALONE!
There's an Everest of life ahead of you.
Are you ready to face the challenge?

Hehe.. the good ol days. Gunung Stong anyone?
can't wait for G.tahan.