Tuesday, January 29, 2008

YOU deserve the Highest praise!

I Thank God for the gift of music - it's not to say that I'm very talented nor very good.. I just simply wanna thank Him because I'm able to serve Him in this manner...

With the piano, as i have my time alone with Him
.: i praise Him :.

With this, I worship Him ..

And with this,(oh how i can get carried away)
Reminding myself every single time that
when i play..

"Is God getting all the glory?"

All this are ? should be !

'for His Glory!'

I thank Him for giving me the opportunity to serve Him through music.. Using me as an 'instrument' as well to play an instrument =)

'Praise and Glory
wisdom and thanks
Honour and power and strenght
Be to our God
forever and ever..
Amen'


F r I e N D s

Lord, Thank You for using them to speak to me..Amen
Thank you for being there for me.
You know who you are..
(",)

p/s: Sorry if the picture is just plain disturbing..

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Observing..

Sometimes body language can speak louder than words

Something to think about..

My sunday school teachers used to taught me this that :

' Love is patient, love is kind . It does not envy, it does not boast , it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails ' ( 1 Corinthians 13:4-8a)

' When i was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put childish ways behind me. ( 1 Corinthians 13 :11)

' Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now i know in part; then i shall know fully, even as i am fully known. ( 1 Corinthians 12)

' And now these three remain : faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love '
( 1 Corinthians 13)

This has always been like a head knowledge thing to me.. it's time to put what we've learned into practise...

But it's always easier to be said than done..

Sunday, January 20, 2008


Next time when you think your perfect,
try walking on water..

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

l o v e


God loves everyone
God loves me
and i love you..


-Appreciating every single moment spent-

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Stop hurting

You nincompoop..

who am I ?

Sunday, January 13, 2008

I'll walk closer now on the higher way
Through the darkest night will You hold my hand
Jesus guide my way?


My heart will trust in You

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Something to share with you people how my blog actually came about.
(do ignore the video though.. haha .. just listen to the lyrics. it's really meaningful)




Jars Of Clay - Boy On A String Lyrics

The marionetter has your number
Pulling your arms and legs till you can't stand on your own
Dragging your conscience on the stage
and your heart gets rearranged
and you cannot tell your mentor from your Maker
Look at the crowds bleeding with laughter
Over the way you entertain at beckon call
They don't see behind the lights, or the painted backgrounds
They just like to see you fall

But you don't really mind
Cause you're just wasting time
You don't feel anything
You're a boy on a string

I feel a sadness like Gapetto
watching the life that he created run away
Seeing the puppeteer's intrusion,
and holding the remains of puppets that had rotted away
One day the curtain will not open
And all of the crowds will go away
Someday those strings will choke you, but until that day

But you don't really mind
Cause you're just wasting time
You don't feel anything
You're a boy on a string

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

It's not always about youself

C O L I N
Notice that the ' I ' comes 2nd last

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Life as it is..

Stepping in to a new year.. some would say it's just another year that past.. oh how i wish i could say the same thing?
It's quite dumb of me. to be honest.. i miss 2007 a lot. something seems to be bothering me..feeling disturbed. grr! sigh.. woops! forgot.. cannot sigh.. cannot sigh..hee

O God, as i reflect of how it has been so far. me = 18
O_o whao..im 18? 19 actually..what?!



So many things are in my head right now. wish i could just stop my brain from thinking but it will be insane to do so..will be like committing suicide.. cannot cannot..



Seeing through how things has been going, i guess everyday is a struggle for me, as i'm in a constant battle- fighting against my foes. I would not want to fall easyly. Christian life somehow seems better than Dota dont you think? as we battle against this world? this is real life man! being accountable for your actions, having integrity, remaining faithful to Papa-in-heaven.. O goodness.. headache..



But life has been wonderful to me, looking back at all those memories.. Life is wonderful when God is in the picture. then apa masalah awak? you weirdo! ish! I do thank God for how my life has been. Am grateful for the things He has done.Specially now.. things are wonderful actually, coming to my senses..



Guess to cut things short,

Life as it is? A gentle reminder for all of us that we should always live a life that would not hurt God. I jsut can't understand certain things.. aiyoh.. frustrating... i want answers man..