Like a rose...trampled on the ground..

Lord,
Why do you love us till you'll do such a thing?

I know i keep repeating over and over but...

Sometimes i just can't take it anymore..

I can't take what i see, what i picture in my mind..

If im You.. i don't think im able to do it..

I know there isn't any other way.

If i were to say Thank you

just would'nt be enough!!!

nor my service to You

will be enough!!

to what you have done for me...

Yet people mock You!

make FUN of You..

Cursed You in Your name!

Stop it!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all i can say in my heart..

Why didn't i defended You like you would..

Like i should..

Why am i such a coward?!

isn't it painful...?

it must have hurt..

it must have been right?!

how can you be so forgiving...?

You love each and everyone very much..

don't you..

i look upon the cross and nails..

i look at the blood..

i look at you...

it hurts really bad to see..

What You had to go through

in order to save us..

What more can i ask for?

i don't deserve You

yet You didn't make me feel unwanted..

I've been realizing..

since a long time ago..

......You never seem to let go of me..

Thank You Lord

i love you...

Your son,

colin

We dont need Easter only to remind us about God's agape love..

Loud and clear..

" Whatever comes our way,

Whatever battle we have raging inside us,

we always have a choice.

It's the choices that makes us who we are

and we can always choose to do what's right "

- Spiderman 3, Peter Parker -

P/s : Not forgetting that it's HE who gives us the wisdom to make the right choices/decision

As quoted from Mummy Chua

" Start living for the future, not just the presence "

.:currently sorting things out:.

There she goes..

Hmm..

House seem quiet,

the room beside me...

it's empty..

Who's gonna tell me off?

Choose nice clothing for me?

Telling me all the happening stories..

be my mahjong rival..

It's just been one day and...

Yes.ok!Fine!!I'll SAY IT!

i'm missing you already ='(

Why do you have to go so fast?
i admit.. i wasn't ready for it at all...

cuz i wouldn't know whether your gonna come back here,

i know..

it's HE who decides what's gonna happen in our life...

It's just.....

sigh.

i'll miss your crazy-ness

*Take care and God bless ok.All the best in Ah moh-land*

Dedicated to my one and only... you.

I've watched the sunrise in your eyes
And I've seen the tears fall like the rain
You've seen me fight so brave and strong
You've held my hand when I'm afraid

We've watched the seasons come and go
We'll see them come and go again
But in winter's chill, or summer's breeze
One thing will not be changin'

We will dance
When the sun is shining
In the pouring rain
We'll spin and we'll sway
And we will dance
When the gentle breeze
Becomes a hurricane
The music will play
And I'll take your hand
And hold you close to me
And we will dance

Sometimes it's hard to hold you tight
Sometimes we feel so far apart
Sometimes we dance as one
And feel the beating of each others hearts

Some days the dance is slow and sweet
Some days we're bouncing off the walls
No matter how this world may turn
Our love will keep us from fallin'

We will dance -Steven Curtis Chapman

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Indeed every time i thank God each time i think of you

I dedicate this song to you..

simply because you love dancing,

as for me.. well...

i'll only....injure myself =/

But whenever we can,

I would like to dance with you

to hold your hand for as long as we are here

and to never let go..

Some days the dance is slow and sweet

Some days we're bouncing off the walls

No matter how this world may turn

Our love will keep us from fallin'

Our journey has been really wonderful so far

(as He is with us)

Though yes, there may be ups and downs

but still our love would stay strong..

The music will play
And I'll hold you close
And I won't let you go
Even when our steps
Grow weak and slow
Still I'll take your hand
And hold you close to me
And we, will dance

"Happy valentine's day to you"

I love you

Indeed

" everyday is like valentine's day"

for me,

it's because you do make the day special

you make it wonderful.

thank you for that =)

-891215-

Life as it is 02

Life is not like drama

Life is real

You told me that if i come to you..

you'll take away my anxiety..