Being stuck in 2nd gear

Colin to Brain

* Oi!!! Cepat sikit boleh tak!!?? Sangat slow lar you!!

=) a break would be lovely. to take my mind of 'things'.

my problem is i think way too much =/ bad

How 'bout a round of applause?

Yeap, that's right.. *Standing ovation*

- Liverpool beat Man U and Marseille. Thanks for the own goal once again. R.babel is the man.

- Felt the footstool players did a very good performance. Each and everyone cast member, well done footstool players, will continue to pray for you guys as you touched the hearts of those who is yet to know Him =) * I encourage you guys to see it. You'll definately learn a lot, it opens your eyes *

- I'm still able to stand on my two feet.wow. Brain exceeded more than it should have. I'm surprise cause it's been for a long time now.. seriously. More than I should be using.

*Seeking for an inspiration, gosh I don't know how everybody gets their inspiration. My Panadol is finising again, got to let go of those pills. I'm taking it as though it's like a mint. I know it's bad.

-Then again, i'll be able to get through this. *note self* No complains..

- in a difficult moment,

I believe that there is something good

that you can still dwell upon,

just got to embrace it..

remember now colin,

smile =)

You're not alone.

Wake me up when September ends

* Theme song for this month?

Hah! Yeah right, I can't be sleeping nor be away. There is too many things to do. Time is just not at my side. Time is gold now, time is precious. I can't afford to let it slip away.

On another hand, I still can't decide where to go for my intern. Intern wrong timing as well. Singapore? or just place my butt in Kuala Lumpur (much advise and influences says Singapore -_-" ) I'm scared to make a promise to my sister that I'll show up in Australia for her graduation cause I'm still not sure,but it will mean so much to her if I go ( then again, I'll get to wear a suit for the very first time, having my very own!!!! =D okok. *note* Go Australia - che che graduation) Yet .. Singapore or Malaysia? heck, even after this Usm or still Taylors?

Just one note, I am hearing you guys out, but please don't put the pressure on me or make me feel bad. I do want to do what I want and I did sacrifice, but now it's different. You got to understand. When the times comes, I'll make my decision andI hope you guys will respect it even though you MAY not like it. Plus I always believe that God is working. Maybe it's time to move on?

Ms man ling once said to me that 'Worrying is like sitting own a rocking chair. It gets you nowhere' .. but this time around,with much prayer... I need to make a decision.

Eyes through a 3.2 Megapix

Hello there.. I know I'm not really good with cameras but am still learning .. Hehe.. Found interest in taking photos ever since I'm involve in what i'm doing now and got influence by other people..friends =) I want a DSLR but .. maybe next time. So for now, prolly I learn how to take more good shots before I DESERVE to owned a DSLR. Haha.

love the Kopitiam.

While waiting for my mom..

love the sunlight.

Malaysia Ku

On the night of Merdeka eve, while waiting for a few more hours to celebrate Jason's birthday. I really wanted to watch some fireworks ( You know, being Merdeka and all .. some of you would know I love fireworks also thanks to Mr.Gan Kel Vin for telling me one day later about the Fireworks competition in Putrajaya -__- ) so yeah.. this year.. No fireworks.

So somehow while I was watching Tv , I wanted to watch some Merdeka Celebration, so I switched to RTM 1 and to my amazement, that's it la. I was glued to the event. It was just so funny, that it could have beat one of Spongebob's episodes.

(It's a band which I'm not even sure whether some of you have ever heard ) who wrote and perform a song an title ' Saya Anak Malaysia '. All I can say is that I really pity him cause he was practically out of breath while singing this song, I don't know why but he made the song sound so tension, There was like no peace to it? Come on man! Wrong timing to make this a rock song! While he was singing, I don't know why but he kept playing and messing his hair as though it's like some KISS concert ( Don't know to feel sexy or what) I mean for goodness sake! It's suppose to be some patriotic song? In front of the Datuk Datuk all, you doing this kind of nonsense!

The best part of it all was the chorus, this I really couldn't take. He just sang,

SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
YEAH...!!! YEAH...!!!

As simple as it is.. I think many of us would be able to write a song like that. Our friend here was really into the whole song, he was shouting and screaming, it was really deafening. Oh!!! and he even asked the CROWD to sing along with him which .. of course all didn't (maybe a few who was really into his rock song did) but, goodness!! It was so hard to sing! It's not even singable. Shouting out forte notes all. At one part, this champion guy even forgot his words and starting humming some tune, Hahahahaha. You should see the look on his face, especially his eyes (Brother, don't lar make it so obvious! )

Eventually the poor fella was really out of breath, he couldn't do his Huuu-Huuu part properly. He stop for a while then took a quick breath and again.. Huuu-Huuu. ( No need to Huu-Huuu LAH LIKE THAT!!! Just end it!! ) I know he just wanted to end his song like those Bryan Addams being all nice but tak jadi..

Hahahahaha, Ok, I know I'm being very bad here but what can I say? Support your Local Artist! Hahahahaha!

People should have clap for him, No round of applause at all. Haha. so bad! Poor guys. Prolly cause they were singing to the wrong people. All the Datuk Datin don't appreciate his music.
What a way to get into the Merdeka mood. So tension O.o heart beating so fast all. Hahaha

Oh well, despite of it all, at least Malaysia will always be Malaysia and maybe that's one thing we can be proud of? =) Depends on how you see our country. Happy 51th Merdeka, Malaysia.

- Once again, Happy Birthday Jason and Jordan, God bless =)
Oh and if you wanna know how he sang that chorus part,
I can sing it for you !! hahaha.
Disturbing as it is, now it's stuck on my head and i can't get it out.

Mummy, I lost my head.

" Calming down. I know Your here, to stop the wave "

*on a random note*

I love black and white photos =D

KTM help me practise 'patients'

I wanna play tanglung

To my two dearest sisters.

Yeap. Really missing you two.

To Emmerie : If your reading this? I met elicia a few days ago. Haha.Whao! How she's grown. Ooh. and was playing captain ball with Willis. Goodness. so tall d O.o Well, looking forward to see you, not sure when, but we WILL yeah? It's been a long time already since I last saw you. Btw, Just a shout out to wish you an early Happy Birthday =) Wish you well in Newcastle, hope your doing good? I don't know whether I've said this before but thank you for being there for me,well since when I was young. May God bless you.

To Che : yes yes =) you too! hehe. I read your blog. Good times yeah? Well, all the best in your studies, Btw, I like how you say it in your latest post ' But nope, I shall not sit here and whinge. Need to press on.' A good reminder to myself,when I tend to 'ber-emo' in all the good and sweet times when I look at photos. Oh well, =D

- keeping it properly in my memento,

Till then,

Focus I need. Study I should. Hardwork I shall.
in a verge of breaking down badly.

then again, smile =)