Next time when you think your perfect,

try walking on water..

l o v e

God loves everyone

God loves me

and i love you..

-Appreciating every single moment spent-

Stop hurting

You nincompoop..

who am I ?

I'll walk closer now on the higher way
Through the darkest night will You hold my hand
Jesus guide my way?

My heart will trust in You

Something to share with you people how my blog actually came about.
(do ignore the video though.. haha .. just listen to the lyrics. it's really meaningful)




Jars Of Clay - Boy On A String Lyrics

The marionetter has your number
Pulling your arms and legs till you can't stand on your own
Dragging your conscience on the stage
and your heart gets rearranged
and you cannot tell your mentor from your Maker
Look at the crowds bleeding with laughter
Over the way you entertain at beckon call
They don't see behind the lights, or the painted backgrounds
They just like to see you fall

But you don't really mind
Cause you're just wasting time
You don't feel anything
You're a boy on a string

I feel a sadness like Gapetto
watching the life that he created run away
Seeing the puppeteer's intrusion,
and holding the remains of puppets that had rotted away
One day the curtain will not open
And all of the crowds will go away
Someday those strings will choke you, but until that day

But you don't really mind
Cause you're just wasting time
You don't feel anything
You're a boy on a string

It's not always about youself

C O L I N

Notice that the ' I ' comes 2nd last

Life as it is..

Stepping in to a new year.. some would say it's just another year that past.. oh how i wish i could say the same thing?
It's quite dumb of me. to be honest.. i miss 2007 a lot. something seems to be bothering me..feeling disturbed. grr! sigh.. woops! forgot.. cannot sigh.. cannot sigh..hee

O God, as i reflect of how it has been so far. me = 18
O_o whao..im 18? 19 actually..what?!

So many things are in my head right now. wish i could just stop my brain from thinking but it will be insane to do so..will be like committing suicide.. cannot cannot..

Seeing through how things has been going, i guess everyday is a struggle for me, as i'm in a constant battle- fighting against my foes. I would not want to fall easyly. Christian life somehow seems better than Dota dont you think? as we battle against this world? this is real life man! being accountable for your actions, having integrity, remaining faithful to Papa-in-heaven.. O goodness.. headache..

But life has been wonderful to me, looking back at all those memories.. Life is wonderful when God is in the picture. then apa masalah awak? you weirdo! ish! I do thank God for how my life has been. Am grateful for the things He has done.Specially now.. things are wonderful actually, coming to my senses..

Guess to cut things short,

Life as it is? A gentle reminder for all of us that we should always live a life that would not hurt God. I jsut can't understand certain things.. aiyoh.. frustrating... i want answers man..