In jars of clay

I've moved

2010-04-11T20:53:00.001-07:00

HEY! SO A NEW BLOG IS ALIVE

CHECK OUT

www.cheeliangan.blogspot.com

I've made my choice.

2009-06-19T04:37:00.000-07:00

As I write this post , it will be the last of what you'll hear from me .. and no .. I'm not dying (:

I thank you though, fellow readers out there who has been following my blog (: My apologise for not putting in the effort to make it more meaningful and interesting ( hmm .. I wonder since when it was ever interesting in the first place .. haha ) Oh well, it's just that I feel pointless in trying to continue this blog because it has lost it's meaning .. plus just trying to update for the sake of updating ain't helping at all.

Life as it is, that's was what my blog is all about but I think despite what happens in my life, I don't have to go on jotting down every single thing of my thoughts here. I'll do just alright keeping it to myself (:

So off the blogging world for me, this is the end of the chapter of

A boy on a string ..

-190609-

A boy on his knees .. exhausted & ashamed

2009-05-19T12:14:00.000-07:00

this chapter of my life is called : superman-in-the-making

I'll always remember Isaiah 40 : 30
" that even when you grow tired and weary, and when young men stumble and fall, but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk .. and not be faint "

Running this race, this whole Christian life .. is getting really really really tough .. it's hard .. and i can't take it sometimes, the feeling of not bothering about my stands anymore, the feeling of hopelessness, I'm tired .. question is ' What is God doing? and why? '

Such a normal phrase that almost everyone would have said it before, but this really sucks a lot, and it scares me sometimes. What happened to the fire that I had burning within me? That passion for Christ, living for His name. Hack! Sometimes .. I feel ashamed being known as a believer now, as Your son.

I'm sorry .. I'm sorry for the things that I've done that wasn't pleasing into your eyes, for the things I've said about You. doubting and cursing.

I know that You are GOD and I should be trusting and putting my faith in You. and no matter how hard it is right now .. in believing .. in a whole lot of things .. please be with me Lord?

I find it hard to stand before you sometimes, to be worship leading or to play for You, I can't do it with a heavy heart. i don't want to be a hypocrite.

The pressure in this world, to not give in .. takes a lot of guts and strength .. it's just sometimes, I just want a sense of belonging and not being the odd one, you know? but I guess, I should know myself.

One thing is for sure, I've never forgotten about my promise to You, that as long as I am in this world .. I'll continue to testify in Your name, spreading the good news and to carry my cross daily for You ..

- it's time to get right with the You

Lord, please forgive me .. =/

Aloha!

2009-05-13T11:19:00.000-07:00

Before I start. Just want to say this picture is awesome! Love the reflection of the water!

[ So yeah Colin? When are you gonna start taking ur own pictures!? -_- ]

Greetings Dear Friends :)

Yes, I know I have been away for quite some time. Been busy. But as for now. one sem out. 2 more months of HOLIDAYING! Woooohooo!

I must say life has been pretty tight up with events to random trips, football competitions as well as enjoying a relaxing day on a beach =D ( just what I needed ) and many more which .. hmm .. not so important to tell ..

As for now .. I'll try to get back my inspiration and start getting back to make this blog more meaningful? :)

Till then, take care people

God bless

H o p e

2009-04-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

despite the fallen rain .. as least the sun still tries to shine ..

with a grateful heart..

2009-03-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

I love you Yasmin Ahmad for the work you have done

that had touched all of us with this beautiful story..

A must watch movie .. (9/10)

Welcome to life =D

2009-03-03T06:08:00.000-08:00

Hello, good morning, everyone underneath the glorious Son
I wrote a little song for you
Sometimes we forget we are the image of the Love of God
So please, if you don't mind, let me remind you
That we were made to love each other as a sister and a brother,
imitate perfection in this imperfect world

So, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that you get it right

And on the way, I do confess we stumble, fall,
and make a mess of everything we try to hold dear.
So be honest when you pray, and maybe thank Him for today.

Let go of the future so unclear
Listen for the voice of mercy, cast out all your fear and worry
Can't you see you've only got room for the cross?

So, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that you get it right

And you live and you'll die; you'll be honest and you'll lie.
Put you trust where the truth is and your treasure where you heart is.

So, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that you get it--

And, welcome to life; I hope you enjoy it
in between yesterday and tomorrow.
Welcome to life; I hope that we get it right,

I hope that we get it right...

matt maher - welcome to life

Assalamuailakum...

2009-02-25T03:17:00.000-08:00

so it's been a while since I'm here in the blogging world.
I'll be back with something good yeah?
quite busy at the moment =)

But before i go.. I just had too lar!

It's Yasmin's .. memang lar!

her movies always make me proud to be a malaysian..

but unfortunately it's not showing in malaysia =/

once you've watched the film.. you'll know why..

they are just being their own sensitive self

you-know-who-i'm-talking-about-yeah?

And this!!

Coming soon - 26th March 2009

=(

2009-02-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

I look beyond the empty cross

forgetting what my life has cost

and wipe away the crimson stains

"dull the nails that still remain"

More and more I need you now,I owe you more each passing hour

the battle between grace and pride I gave up not so long ago

So steal my heart and take the pain

and wash the feet and cleanse my pride

take the selfish, take the weak,

and all the things I cannot hide

take the beauty, take my tears

the sin-soaked heart and make it yours

take my world all apart

take it now, take it now

and serve the ones that I despise

speak the words I can't deny

watch the world I used to love

fall to dust and thrown away

-jars of clay -worlds apart

- wipe away the crimson stain..

Petronas - Happy Chinese New Year 2009

2009-01-31T07:22:00.000-08:00

Yes I know it's rather late to be wishing a Happy Chinese New Year to all of you? but hey? Ain't cny 15 days? =) *Promoting time for more ang-pau!!!* and well, Yasmin's lastest tv commercial! Yeap, dedicating it to all of you.

Gong Xi Fa Chai

and a Happy New Year to all !

Back to square one

2009-01-23T07:04:00.000-08:00

"As the heavens are higher than the earth,

so are My ways higher than your ways

and My thoughts than your thoughts"

- Isaiah 55:9 -

so why not just leave just about everything to Him?
It does feel good if you just let Him be...and you mind your own business

AirAsia: The Story So Far

2009-01-20T08:35:00.000-08:00

Directed by (my all time fav) acclaimed film & commercial director Yasmin Ahmad. The story of how Kamarudin Meranun (AirAsia director) and Tony Fernandes (AirAsia CEO, Founder) made the first budget no-frills airline, AirAsia, to Malaysians with the tagline "Now everyone can fly". Just watching the video clip below, inspiring.. Dreams do come true? Feel inspired? I do feel anything is possible if you go for it =) Don't let anything stop you.

Back to school time!

2009-01-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

It's college time again! it's good to be back in college.. why? cause I miss everybody. The only thing I wished I didn't do? was to make a fool out of myself on my FIRST day of class, it was this project management class and we had to plan for a project that could actually help save environment or whatsoever.. and i just had to say..

"Oh! I love the idea of coral reefs.. it's interesting. plus they are about to extinct"

" ......................"

* long pause*

and then everyone started laughing ...

all this while, i thought coral reefs were like starfish

- what a great start yeah!!? -_-"

the night that end it's chapter

2009-01-16T16:34:00.000-08:00

Date 16 Jan 09
Time 8 31 pm

so i'm standing in the middle of the train looking around me, no place to sit. I turn to my left and notice a women in her 20's sniffing softly trying to wipe her tears away after reading a msg in her phone over and over again, standing at the corner of the door in the train just staring at the dark view outside the window. If only I had a tissue with me..

I turn to my right .. and I could hear laugthers and the smiles on their faces of young teenage guys and girls..

Both emotions. thats how i felt that very night. Oh and in case you didnt know? It's the end of my internship =)

so how did it go?

Awesome I would say.. For the experience that i've gone through, the people that I have met! In her last recording voice-over, Joanna Bessey actually recorded a song and gave it to me for my last day of work. It was so sweet of her to do so, not forgetting she has a beautiful voice. I had a good time working together with my colleagues and my boss. I know I never reveal in pictures about my company or about my work. Reason being it's because i wanna keep it P&C .. College encouraged us not to write about our company .. so yeah.

oh well, so there is a mix feelings now.. I kinda like work and will miss it despite knowing it's gonna be pressurizing and stressful but heh? which job doesn't? then again, colin gan? Go back to college and finish your course! eheh..I thank God for the creativity He has given me (it always comes just in a nick of time) and never failed.. to meet those crazy datelines.

so here's a toast to manhood. I've tasted it and hey? You know what? It ain't that bad =)

-another chapter end

devotion

2009-01-14T19:32:00.000-08:00

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all

Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up, I'll be a fool

Cause You are my all in all

Amen

a time to change

2009-01-12T19:59:00.000-08:00

I've seen enough, I heard enough

It's never too late for a change?

Yeap! never to late..

Let's hope there are some progress to it !
Run, fight.. whatever illustration there is..
I believe it's possible to happen

Ain't looking for perfection

ilookatmyselfinamirrorandseeanimageidontwannabesoimgonnatakethismomentochangeineveryaspectwithGod'shelp.

- I got to start taking my own pictures. Haha

Award winning Freedom Film Fest 07'

2009-01-08T23:22:00.000-08:00

Transgender issue is real, but it is a reality many Malaysian will not admit to. Treated as a sex object and often the butt of lewd jokes and social outcasts, many boys who had the urge of becoming a girl, resisted it. Suganya begs to differ. 'She's my son' tells the story of Suganya from her mother's point of view. "He", before the sex change, had the courage to face the reality and today, as "she", stroll the road confidently with her family and friends accepting the reality as she did.

Part 1

Part 2

A true definition of a unconditional, loving mother.

me

2009-01-08T20:11:00.000-08:00

Football is what I need right now

Another brand new year..

2009-01-07T16:56:00.000-08:00

So it's 2009 already.. not a good start .. Anyway I really wonder what do You have in store for me .. I don't have any clue.. all I know I'm Yours..

I start the day, the war begins, endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again Your truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

I know You've washed me white, turned my darkness into light
I need Your peace to get me through, to get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel, but by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You, but You're holding on to me
You're holding on to me

Jesus, You know just how far the east is from the west
I don't have to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other
One scarred hand to the other
From one scarred hand to the other

east to west - casting crowns

On a random note

Yeap.. it's Chong Keat birthday today.

Happy Birthday beloved brother!!! =D

* pict was taken last year i think *

My beloved is turning 25 =)

Colin ... sexy?!

2008-12-12T18:31:00.000-08:00

Well ok, this time I got tag again .. by ms man ling here cause she thinks I'm sexy! Not sure which part of me is .. but who cares!?! *proud moments* Haha! ok, that's just plain stupid. So anyway moving to the point, I find this tag rather interesting, that's why I'm doing it.. for the fun out of it. So here's how it go..

- Snap or just shift through the photo gallery and

pick 3 picture of yours which you think are sexy.
-Dont have to be revealing.

-Explain why you think so.

Oh but before that, while browsing through some pictures from my file.
Just wanted to show this to you guys, I just love this picture so much.
Sunlight.. learning how to appreciate it now

Ok ok :) Moving on..

Chocolates
I find chocolates sexy .. i know it doesn't make any sense but I've always felt it that way.
Haha! I don't know.. It makes you feel sexy?

Football
This is a sexy game. The game itself.. ever played futsal to the beat of 'hips don't lie'?
I did.
Gets you all pump up, start dancing to some samba beat while doing some brazilian's skill..
Football - one word .. sexy

Fender bass guitar
Now this is what I'm talking about! Ever touch or stroke your fingers onto this sexy equipment?
the body is just awesome.. the skin, the curve, the strings.. everything.
if only it's mine..

l o v e

2008-12-09T17:23:00.000-08:00

for love is the Greatest gift of all

A boy in a real world

2008-11-26T17:38:00.001-08:00

this chapter of my life is called : Internship

Yeap =) I've decide to blog on what I'm doing in order not to repeat myself over and over again about what I'm really doing currently, so here's to you peeps, I'll be sharing/answering all the common and most question that people would ask me.

I'm currently working at Bangsar in a company called V2 Innovates, it's an advertising company focusing on creative & interactive productions.

What's my role in this company? Well, I'm working directly under my boss, Valens [ Mr.C.E.O/ Director of V2 innovates ] Me on the other hand, am a Media Executive/Project Coordinator
for this company ( yes, name je glamour, but the work is....hell... seriously..haha)

My work contains as a project coordinator, well you all got watch 'The Apprentice' not? it's like that lar. Only thing in this company, when we do bomb each other also, no heart feelings taken. We all can take rejections! (not just for now i hope.. haha) oh and my boss won't say ' You're fired!' haha..die if so? As for a Media Executive? A whole lots of range, I also don't really know how to explain, basically advertising work lah! Haha. Lots of brainstorming and.. stuff =) can be tough? but it's interesting.

So as for my transport? Yes, I take the train everyday....KTM to Sentral and LTR to 'Pak Lah is being punished road' [ Abdullah Hukum ] So far while I'm in the train on my way home, I've been Fart at in such a position that everyone is all squeezed up together in the train plus I've been elbow-by-the-nose by some Pakitani *doot* fella. Don't you just love taking the train home? Everybody is just pushing each other and they certainly love to squeeze among themselve. They love the warm fellowship among one another. I just LOVE malaysian SO much ............. talk about love is patient, love is kind. Sometimes i just feel like strangling some of this ' idiotic-retards '

Oh well, All is well =) I do like it here even though, yes it's far, yes lots and lots of work to do, yes I'm not getting paid at all ( YES! no pay! ) but it's all good, for the experience. I have a good boss and the peeps around me are friendly, that's important.

Plus, After a crazy day at work and the stupid train, I get to go back home and rest or be in the arms of my beloved dear. That's good enough for me =)

- i will learn to enjoy my college life to the fullest,

not gonna complain so much d..

To my one and only

2008-11-24T18:00:00.000-08:00

" You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby "

- Time can't erase a feeling this strong

My testimony..

2008-11-19T00:21:00.000-08:00

First of all, I'm surprise that I was in Jun Yi's mind when he was listing the people to do a testimony, ( aww ) I usually don't do tags cause just .. lazy.. but felt that this is different. Jun Yi made a very good point in saying that..

"Your testimony is one where your friends can't argue with, because it happened. It happened, to you. So, share it. Share it with those who need it. Because there are people who need it"

So here is mine, short .. yet amazing.. and that's how He has been in my life...

He has found me! God has promised to be my guide and to lead me to paths everlasting. Psalm 139:23-24 " Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive ways in me, and lead me in the way everlasting "

Lost and clueless I may be, Having Faith and Hope is what keeps us forward knowing that God is with us and for us. I do struggle a lot .. in every aspect, but heh, I'm only human and that's why I have Him.

My future and my hope, I surrender all I owned ,
Jesus come into my life, and take control,
Give my heart and my soul,Everything I have I let go
Jesus come into my life, and make me whole!

What if - Samuel Oh ( Bus Company )

* photo's credited to teo eu-gene

This is my game

2008-11-13T07:12:00.000-08:00

One day..

- Dont laugh

Currently...

2008-11-10T20:28:00.000-08:00

In love with Peanut's new toy!!!

Canon oh canon..

EOS... -.- forgot what d.D 400D?

Whatever it is...

- can't wait to get my own DSLR >.<

Ignites a candle, it's time to pass it on..

2008-11-06T20:56:00.000-08:00

This song really touched me alot
and just would love to share with you =)

There is a candle in every soul
Some brightly burning, some dark and cold
There is a Spirit who brings a fire
Ignites a candle and makes His home...

Frustrated brother, see how he's tried to
Light his own candle some other way
See now your sister, she's been robbed and lied to
Still holds a candle without a flame...

So carry your candle, run to the darkness
Seek out the helpless, confused and torn
Hold out your candle for all to see it
Take your candle, and go light your world..

by Chris Rice, Go light your world

I guess i shouldn't stop here,
To move on, another ministry that is...
But I'll be here to help, whenever I can, In ways that I can be a help..
Don't want this to just be 'mere words' but to mean what I say...
It has been an honour, a pleasure to serve You Lord in this manner,
To be working with such awesome people who has this burning desire for You,

I want to say sorry if I made any unwise decision,
If ever I was treating you guys badly, or even with my words,
Thanks for reminding me all the time whenever I'm lost or blur,
and for being there for me..

God bless you all as you continue to ignite the flame in respective places.

[ fr.left : me, lyon, grace, mel.lim, joanne, joel, kelsern, bro.G (calvin) ]
[m.i.a : jordan & ivan]

- THE TEEN SCENE COMMITTEE-

I have to be honest, I'll miss working with you guys.
It's be a crazy 4 years for me. Haha.
All thanks to you guys.
*rascals!!!*

Mummy I lost my head again..

2008-10-30T08:30:00.000-07:00

It's stuck =(
help?

- Got to get my head straight

* the bear is just so cute*

One step at a time

2008-10-23T15:13:00.000-07:00

A small dude who was once known as 'boy', grows up as a teenager and now, turning into a young adult, never been loved in such a way, has a feel of what manhood is like and wonders how fatherhood is going to be?

Life isn't a bed of roses, That's for sure. It's the reason why we have God as our guide.

" come on now, one step at a time,
slowly..
that's the way"
He says,
"there is not a need to rush"

Responsibilities becomes more heavy each time you are growing older, and unfortunately that's a fact of life.

It's JOB time soon for me.

Am I game for it? oh yeah.. this is just another step I got to take.

In advertising, people thank you for choosing not to be normal

"What's that suppose to mean??!"

" to say I'm special then.. aww.. ok laH, thank you! "

"Lifeless as it may be, having the need to be creative all the time is a challenge,
definably game for it"

- i'm a big boy now =)

Basically, basically, basically

2008-10-23T15:09:00.000-07:00

Ever notice? when I talked formally for a presentation or some what. I can't stop using the word

" Basically "

"So basically, it's very the annoying!"

Kelam-kabut'ness'

2008-10-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

Each time when I look at my watch

or the clock when I'm doing my work,

this is how I see it.

HAHA!

Time just ain't at my side but I'm still chasing after it =)

I know I'll be able to finish my work!

Can't remember when I've been this hardworking?

Heh. Yeah right harkworking -_-

###

Anyway,

To those idiotic ego guys,

it is so darn hard to say the word

'SORRY?'

If you have done something wrong.

What?

In Denial it is? Don't want to admit it?

Why? Shy? Cause will lose your face?

Your face damn big it is?

Can die it is just to appologize?

Stop with the idiotical act.

Immature.. damn immature.

You are no longer a child anymore!

- If you 'felt' whatever I've just said,

then yes I'm speaking to you.

Grow up for goodness sake.

I'm Serious

And you'll never walk...alone..

2008-10-06T07:05:00.000-07:00

3-2

against Man City

What a come back..

What else is there to say?

Just absolutely brilliant

Fernando Torres is my man!

Laughing Interview

2008-09-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

It's from a Belgian Comedy show called "In de Gloria", so the whole thing is staged. It's a 'mockumentary' about a fictious TV show host who got fired because of his inappropriate laughing at his guests, a woman who got paralyzed because of a surgeon accidently cutting her spine, and a man who had a tonsillitis and got a bad treatment which resulted in a damage of his vocal cords. He didn't get castrated or "lost his balls" like some people claim. Anyways, the funniest thing I have seen in a while!

* If I'm in his position? I think I also cannot tahan lor, but not until like that lar. haha*

A Family portrait

2008-09-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

Taken a few months back, thought of just posting this.
I just love this picture so much.

Presenting The Gan Family (",)

-fr left : me, cherylg , Datin Chua , Datuk Gan , and bro.G (Calvin)

Yeap, house isn't the same without her, Well you know who of course,
Just thinking about next year, when bro.G goes off to RBS and NS?
boy, it's sure gonna be quiet alright. Oh well =)

Being stuck in 2nd gear

2008-09-20T01:20:00.000-07:00

Colin to Brain

* Oi!!! Cepat sikit boleh tak!!?? Sangat slow lar you!!

=) a break would be lovely. to take my mind of 'things'.

my problem is i think way too much =/ bad

How 'bout a round of applause?

2008-09-17T11:34:00.000-07:00

Yeap, that's right.. *Standing ovation*

- Liverpool beat Man U and Marseille. Thanks for the own goal once again. R.babel is the man.

- Felt the footstool players did a very good performance. Each and everyone cast member, well done footstool players, will continue to pray for you guys as you touched the hearts of those who is yet to know Him =) * I encourage you guys to see it. You'll definately learn a lot, it opens your eyes *

- I'm still able to stand on my two feet.wow. Brain exceeded more than it should have. I'm surprise cause it's been for a long time now.. seriously. More than I should be using.

*Seeking for an inspiration, gosh I don't know how everybody gets their inspiration. My Panadol is finising again, got to let go of those pills. I'm taking it as though it's like a mint. I know it's bad.

-Then again, i'll be able to get through this. *note self* No complains..

- in a difficult moment,

I believe that there is something good

that you can still dwell upon,

just got to embrace it..

remember now colin,

smile =)

You're not alone.

Wake me up when September ends

2008-09-05T20:55:00.000-07:00

* Theme song for this month?

Hah! Yeah right, I can't be sleeping nor be away. There is too many things to do. Time is just not at my side. Time is gold now, time is precious. I can't afford to let it slip away.

On another hand, I still can't decide where to go for my intern. Intern wrong timing as well. Singapore? or just place my butt in Kuala Lumpur (much advise and influences says Singapore -_-" ) I'm scared to make a promise to my sister that I'll show up in Australia for her graduation cause I'm still not sure,but it will mean so much to her if I go ( then again, I'll get to wear a suit for the very first time, having my very own!!!! =D okok. *note* Go Australia - che che graduation) Yet .. Singapore or Malaysia? heck, even after this Usm or still Taylors?

Just one note, I am hearing you guys out, but please don't put the pressure on me or make me feel bad. I do want to do what I want and I did sacrifice, but now it's different. You got to understand. When the times comes, I'll make my decision andI hope you guys will respect it even though you MAY not like it. Plus I always believe that God is working. Maybe it's time to move on?

Ms man ling once said to me that 'Worrying is like sitting own a rocking chair. It gets you nowhere' .. but this time around,with much prayer... I need to make a decision.

Eyes through a 3.2 Megapix

2008-09-03T20:58:00.001-07:00

Hello there.. I know I'm not really good with cameras but am still learning .. Hehe.. Found interest in taking photos ever since I'm involve in what i'm doing now and got influence by other people..friends =) I want a DSLR but .. maybe next time. So for now, prolly I learn how to take more good shots before I DESERVE to owned a DSLR. Haha.

love the Kopitiam.

While waiting for my mom..

love the sunlight.

Malaysia Ku

2008-08-31T22:49:00.001-07:00

On the night of Merdeka eve, while waiting for a few more hours to celebrate Jason's birthday. I really wanted to watch some fireworks ( You know, being Merdeka and all .. some of you would know I love fireworks also thanks to Mr.Gan Kel Vin for telling me one day later about the Fireworks competition in Putrajaya -__- ) so yeah.. this year.. No fireworks.

So somehow while I was watching Tv , I wanted to watch some Merdeka Celebration, so I switched to RTM 1 and to my amazement, that's it la. I was glued to the event. It was just so funny, that it could have beat one of Spongebob's episodes.

(It's a band which I'm not even sure whether some of you have ever heard ) who wrote and perform a song an title ' Saya Anak Malaysia '. All I can say is that I really pity him cause he was practically out of breath while singing this song, I don't know why but he made the song sound so tension, There was like no peace to it? Come on man! Wrong timing to make this a rock song! While he was singing, I don't know why but he kept playing and messing his hair as though it's like some KISS concert ( Don't know to feel sexy or what) I mean for goodness sake! It's suppose to be some patriotic song? In front of the Datuk Datuk all, you doing this kind of nonsense!

The best part of it all was the chorus, this I really couldn't take. He just sang,

SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA!!!
YEAH...!!! YEAH...!!!

As simple as it is.. I think many of us would be able to write a song like that. Our friend here was really into the whole song, he was shouting and screaming, it was really deafening. Oh!!! and he even asked the CROWD to sing along with him which .. of course all didn't (maybe a few who was really into his rock song did) but, goodness!! It was so hard to sing! It's not even singable. Shouting out forte notes all. At one part, this champion guy even forgot his words and starting humming some tune, Hahahahaha. You should see the look on his face, especially his eyes (Brother, don't lar make it so obvious! )

Eventually the poor fella was really out of breath, he couldn't do his Huuu-Huuu part properly. He stop for a while then took a quick breath and again.. Huuu-Huuu. ( No need to Huu-Huuu LAH LIKE THAT!!! Just end it!! ) I know he just wanted to end his song like those Bryan Addams being all nice but tak jadi..

Hahahahaha, Ok, I know I'm being very bad here but what can I say? Support your Local Artist! Hahahahaha!

People should have clap for him, No round of applause at all. Haha. so bad! Poor guys. Prolly cause they were singing to the wrong people. All the Datuk Datin don't appreciate his music.
What a way to get into the Merdeka mood. So tension O.o heart beating so fast all. Hahaha

Oh well, despite of it all, at least Malaysia will always be Malaysia and maybe that's one thing we can be proud of? =) Depends on how you see our country. Happy 51th Merdeka, Malaysia.

- Once again, Happy Birthday Jason and Jordan, God bless =)
Oh and if you wanna know how he sang that chorus part,
I can sing it for you !! hahaha.
Disturbing as it is, now it's stuck on my head and i can't get it out.

Mummy, I lost my head.

2008-08-26T05:52:00.000-07:00

" Calming down. I know Your here, to stop the wave "

*on a random note*

I love black and white photos =D

KTM help me practise 'patients'

I wanna play tanglung

To my two dearest sisters.

2008-08-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

Yeap. Really missing you two.

To Emmerie : If your reading this? I met elicia a few days ago. Haha.Whao! How she's grown. Ooh. and was playing captain ball with Willis. Goodness. so tall d O.o Well, looking forward to see you, not sure when, but we WILL yeah? It's been a long time already since I last saw you. Btw, Just a shout out to wish you an early Happy Birthday =) Wish you well in Newcastle, hope your doing good? I don't know whether I've said this before but thank you for being there for me,well since when I was young. May God bless you.

To Che : yes yes =) you too! hehe. I read your blog. Good times yeah? Well, all the best in your studies, Btw, I like how you say it in your latest post ' But nope, I shall not sit here and whinge. Need to press on.' A good reminder to myself,when I tend to 'ber-emo' in all the good and sweet times when I look at photos. Oh well, =D

- keeping it properly in my memento,

Till then,

Focus I need. Study I should. Hardwork I shall.
in a verge of breaking down badly.

then again, smile =)

What's your deepest fear?

2008-08-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyong measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselve, ' Who am I, to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not in just some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

- Nelson Mandela,in Inaugural Speech 1994

2008-08-14T09:03:00.000-07:00

Izzit the time to smile now.

- maybe later

Steven Curtis Chapman Family on Good Morning America

2008-08-12T06:24:00.001-07:00

The latest news about Maria .. and the family

Be It a reminder .. as He speaks

2008-08-11T10:24:00.000-07:00

I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away, stepped in and saved the day.
But once again,I say amen
and it's still raining as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm and
I will lift my hands for You are who You are no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried You hold in your hand
You never left my side and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again my strength is almost gone
how can I carry on if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls I barely hear
You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls I raise my hands
and praise the God who gives and takes away

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In bad times... Do you actually praise God?

Certainly we don't say ' O Lord, thank you for giving me a hard time, Oh thank you for this to happen...for this bad time. so and so..

do you?

- It's never easy doing so..
to lift up my heavy heart and hand to You.
but how often..?
do I actually do so
After all, you are the maker of Heaven and earth
my Papa-in-heaven.
and my help comes from You.

Resisting Temptation!

2008-08-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

KFC - 'King' of the road For Colin?

no?

KFC - Kill Fat Colin!!

(fats on the inside)

I want Kfc.. pass by today and the aroma is just... WAH!!!!??? cannot!!
gwah..yummy cheesy wedges. One dinner plate please? xD bucket?

Adidas King of the Road.this Sunday.ShahAlam.

-I'm so not ready for it at all -__-"

The moment of truth

2008-08-06T07:58:00.000-07:00

We all have deep and dark secrets that we keep away from each other. (correct me if I'm wrong) but that's ok, cause we are memang not perfect human beings after all ya? * note * but of course, that SHOULDN'T be our excuse in life =)

It could be just about anything that you've have done, said or do and of course not being proud of at all. Yet even if it's from the past, if it happen many years back.

What happen if someone were to find out about it?

What will you like to tell them? the truth? or to just leave it. sweep it under the carpet? but don't you feel it won't be fair to them then?

If you are in such position, just think.

Will you still be able to forgive that person? Will you be able to accept it? the fact that IT happen although he/she would be the last person you would ever thought would do as such? if you were to find out about it?

out of a sudden, you come into a 'believe it or not' mode O.O

let's say, it's to YOUR dear friend, your life partner, family, guys?! your dead to your girlfriend man. or hey? it could be vice-verse? and hey? just think, this is the person whom is so dear to you. close relationship, family, come on? this is your girlfriend whom your with for so long d, she means so so much to you, your wife? O.o husband??

Must all things really come down to deception? to lie?

i don't mean to scare you. ahah, just em was having a thought.

I don't get the latest reality show ' the moment of truth' in star world.

I feel your really playing with fire.

litteraly.

Where glory shines from hearts alive

2008-08-04T06:23:00.000-07:00

It's His Fame , His Passion for those He loves, to bless and touched the hearts of those who's yet to come to know Him as He uses the Passion Team.

He is the Chain Breaker, Price Payer, Shame Bearer, Grave Ender, Crown wearer, Rearranger , Hope's anchor, World Changer, Church Builder.

One awesome night worshipping our awesome God together.

Family by Yasmin Ahmad

2008-07-31T00:41:00.000-07:00

Whenever I start to question myself, why major in Advertising? God gives an answer, and it's because of her, She's the reason why I want to study Advertising. It gives a whole lot of meaning to what I'm doing, other than just the stress-ness or busy squeezing out brain juices.

I love dramas, I love plays, I love musical, but I couldn't do a diploma in Performing Arts because it's not well known in Malaysia. Advertising is a powerful media whereby in each short clips, a strong message is being shared to everyone.

Thank you Yasmin Ahmad, for what you've done has touched me and I want to carry it on. Well that is .. If I CAN be as good. So here you go, those who've asked me before, this is the reason why.

-A proud malaysian =)

Are you serious?? you got to be kidding me..

2008-07-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

Determined Realists like to bear responsibility and welcome challenges. They are stable, reliable persons. External contacts are very important to them; they mix well and are very active. They are excellent organisers and are very happy when things are done correctly and punctually; they can quickly react impatiently if others are not as conscientious, orderly and dutiful as they are. They prefer structured work which produces visible results quickly to abstract, long-drawn-out processes. Determined Realists have no problem with routine as long as it serves efficiency. However, they very much dislike unexpected and unpredictable occurrences which mess up their careful plans. Once they have committed themselves to a cause they do this with dedication and are willing to make considerable sacrifices for it.

Determined Realists do not avoid conflicts and criticism but face up to them and look for solutions. As they have a keen eye for the errors and shortcomings of others and are often quick at expressing criticism, they sometimes rub people up the wrong way especially when they lose their temper and jump to conclusions. Due to their marked sense of justice they are quickly willing to correct themselves and never take offence if someone speaks to them frankly. You do not have to seek hidden motives with them; you always know where you are. Determined Realists are often found in executive positions as they combine commitment, competence and the ability to assert themselves. In their spare time, they often also accept responsibility in clubs and other institutions.

Traditions rate highly with Determined Realists. They attend every family event and never forget a birthday or wedding anniversary. Family and friends are very important to them. With their open, communicative manner, they find it easy to get to know people and have a large circle of friends and acquaintances. They are never superficial, but reliable and loyal friends who are always there when they are needed. Determined Realists take their relationships very seriously - they dream of finding a partner for life. In a love relationship, they seek above all stability and loyalty and here, too, they are willing to invest a lot in a harmonious togetherness. Determined Realists master crises or difficult phases with composure; they would never think of breaking a promise given. As a partner, one can always rely on their support.

Slow fade..

2008-07-29T23:01:00.000-07:00

Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

- A price will be paid, when you give yourself away.

Back again..

2008-07-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

Looking at the time. Hmm, it's 12.35 in the morning . trying to remember how 3 months has been like. how some things are different now. wow? no wait .. aiyo?

Ahh..do miss the sound of the train early morning, waiting for it ? takes a long while. Passing shah alam station while the operator goes ' stesen shah alam, shah alam ', brings a smile on my face. yes i'll be smiling like a dungu. but i don't care. next thing you know .. I've reached my destination and there it is. College.

It's back to study life again. My brother seems to be happy about it. now that I won't be AS free to just rot, play ps, watch tv, sleep..

Looking at my subjects for this semester? well, study study and more study that needs to be done.

Cheers to college ? A chik! in ur dreams. ahah.

Great outdoors, i miss you.

L.o.s.t

2008-07-17T20:03:00.000-07:00

This is the chapter of my life, at where I'm standing. I feel lost. really lost. funny? Don't laugh. I'm serious here. The map is blur, my compass seem to be broken. help?

Yes, I know He is there

Ok. I'll be patient. I just feel like Britney Spears . No, I'm not a girl. Definitely not a woman! Just feel stuck in between. Stupid illustration . I know .

Lots of pressure . I can't breath . suffocating . headache . I don't know what to do anymore.

Seriously I don't. problematic . I hate .

Looking for a better tomorrow.

I do need You. I know your there. And this is just a chapter.

*But faster please can a not? sigh.

huh? be patient? ok la. don't think i have a choice here.

smile =)

For those who actually tries..

2008-07-08T00:40:00.000-07:00

" The race may not be given to the swift or strong,
It's given to the one's who can endure flaws" - John Legend

Nothing is Impossible with God

Just a beginning..

2008-07-08T00:15:00.000-07:00

From Taman Rakyat to Bukit Tabur to Gunung Nuang. This is only just a beginning of conquering a mountain =) My GOAL? the Highest Mountain! - - - Everest? O.o ( possible? yes? no? I don't know either ) Well pleased though, 4898 FT, It's higher than Genting Highland. Along side, great encouragement by fellows climbers. Hehe.

More to come, Preparing for a mental and physical strength now.

Cheers to the Great Outdoors.

By the way, something sounds familiar.

Have a good guide.
Be well prepared.
Train vigorously.
Be properly equipped.
Keep your eyes on the goal.

PERSEVERE.
Get a good grip and foothold.
Know which paths to take.
and YOU SHOULD NEVER CLIMB ALONE!

There's an Everest of life ahead of you.
Are you ready to face the challenge?

Hehe.. the good ol days. Gunung Stong anyone?
can't wait for G.tahan.

Still very the slow.

2008-06-30T21:14:00.000-07:00

Dated : 29 June '08
Place : Dataran Merdeka
Time : 6.30 something..
Achievement :o.5 % ? Haha..

So, here we are again, the 'running gang' . This time around was just the 4 of us. bro.G and Chong keat couldn't make it due to ... reason of their own. Poor chong keat though he was sick. But nevertheless, the 4 semangat ppl again ( this time with grace =), getting ready for the ' ADIDAS KING OF THE ROAD ' , this run was just supposed to be a warm up/training/run for fun.

I have to say, this time around.. the t-shirt that they give was way better than the much revealing jersey in Klang . Ahah!

Olympic day run - 7km only. The race started at 7.30am, and yet it took me 1 hour to finish the race -__-" I reached the finished line at about 8.30am.. Blame the 'ayam goreng' and all the McD and KFC throughout the week. I feel so weak and fat ( fat on the inside ) (weak on the legs) . Much running is needed. If I even want to win. 1000+ for only 30 medals.

Getting up as early as 4 something in the morning to prepare yourself for a run .. can be really
-_-" dreadful. As to, when you are just about to sleep, and then next thing you know .. your alarm clock is ringing. Thanks to Edwin, I was awake by the free wake up call service ( I prolly need that when I start college again. Haha ) Btw, looks like I wasn't the only Zombie-fied one that morning! =)

But there is something about running that I'll always love about. The message when I run, how I remember God's word in the bible, when we run the race. I certainly wanted that medal badly, but in return, a set of reminder that when we run the race, forgetting what is behind us and straining toward what is ahead, pressing on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. I myself will not be disqualified for THAT prize. Let's just say that this spoke closely to my heart that day, and I was singing it throughout the run.

" I'm running the race
Marked out for me, Oh Jesus
I'm keeping the pace
You've placed inside my heart

Stopping to hear your words
As I'm looking for strength above
Jesus lead me where
You want me to go
Lord I don't want to travel on
Roads that you know I don't belong
Jesus lead me where
You want me to go "

-Funny how God always speaks in ways we wouldn't see it coming

Comedy court

2008-06-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha.. omgoodness! this is so funny!!

For more : go here : http://www.comedycourt.com.my/watchvideo_02.html

Lost in translation..

2008-06-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

It's been a while seen I last saw her. I have to be honest. I don't really like her before, why? Don't ask. It's been a while, i can't remember when. time was running actually. I almost missed it.but today?

Today was the day. I was waiting for her outside. She was occupied. I waited. Door open. I went in and I saw her, I saw her face, knelt , and there she was. Wait . I thought she couldn't recognize me anymore, that's what THEY said. But she was looking at me. Into mine, she held her weak hand and grab mine. I just knelt there silently, and then I called her.

I know she was happy. I could feel it. We were looking at each other. I must say, this was the first. unusual was the word. My mind was searching for just that right particular words.

If only I knew how to say it rightly, If only she understands it.

" Ah ma, I'm sorry for not visiting you so often.. "

" Ah ma? yes I'm 19 now.. "

" You take care alright? I'll be praying for you. ah ma? be strong.. "

There was just only one word to describe me that very moment,

-pathetic-

I'm just glad that I saw her today, It was just the right thing to do.

After all, She is family..

That was then.. this is my now

2008-06-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

I wish to say that my fears are right behind me. and gone are the shadows and doubt.
You taught me Lord and you said that I was made of more than my yesterdays.
right here. right now. Use me. I stand today.. more than ever.

Help me. to find the strength,putting my fears behind me. to make me strong. so i can be. answers to the answer-less. strength to the weak. having that step of faith to the faithless. to have courage , and to fight the cowards. As I look around? I can't believe what i see. I smack my own head. to help me. make me realize,that..

That was then.. this is my now.

* I'm here now..more than I'll ever be.

2008-06-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

Faith is all I need

- holding on to it.

A MUST WATCH Drama

2008-06-19T05:04:00.000-07:00

First and foremost, let me take this time to declare how much I enjoy and love the performing arts in Malaysia. Specially when it comes to their musical or dramas, even both! It makes me proud to be a malaysian =)

Directed by Dato’ Faridah Merican

Artistic Director Joe Hasham

Sybil, her husband, and the Captain (her Resistance contact) listen one evening to devastating news of British defeat throughout the peninsula. Suspicion is rife, Japanese collaborators are present in every town, and the feared Kempetai—the Japanese Military Police that is answerable only to itself—is beginning to take an interest in the small town. Sybil, however, refuses the Captain’s advice to flee to the jungle, and instead redoubles her efforts to thwart the Japanese. Before long, Dr Kathigasu is arrested on suspicion of aiding the resistance, and Sybil’s arrest follows soon after.

The story of a national hero, never before told in the form of performing arts! Sybil…

Date & Times: 12- 22 June @ 8.30pm Sundays: 3pm

* For a guy who may not know much about his own country history. This is awesome man! haha *

We welcome you.

2008-06-19T04:44:00.000-07:00

"So it's with everything I am,

I reach out for your hands,

the hope for change,

the second chance you gave,

on you I'll throw my life,

casting all my fears aside,

how could greater love than this?

could possibly exist?"

June 14th, Saturday - was a night to remember, as 20 seek the Lord and 6 turn back to Him. Second chance speaks to those who is yet to come to know the Lord, the time is NOW and for those who has been wondering if God ever wants you anymore..

" Hey you, turn around .. come home, I've always been here..just waiting for you"

" Welcome home my child "

bit by bits you've been strayed. oh you've missed the chance!!?

your heart may be hard, your life may be shattered, But God is waiting for you with arms wide open. It's never to late.

Teen Scene
Every Sunday
11.15am

We welcome you =)

-A time whereby you may find something that you've been seeking in all your life-

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2008-06-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

Teen Scene Fest 08'

Coming near you

This Saturday

7.30pm

*you wouldn't want to miss it*

Call me if you wanna come for it.

why bother?

2008-06-05T09:53:00.000-07:00

Guess it's just not me not to..

Colin's head like a volcano now..

2008-06-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

When one start hating himself/herself,
I just got one question.
How can you live with yourselves???

It's hard to hate yourselves cause your practically living with yourselves for 24/7

You CAN'T run away from you.
you know it'll start getting worst right?
Start loving then..

Depression?
yes,practically everyone goes through that.
as sucky as it is.. It's part of life ( you can't run away )
Yes, we go through it.
But we do make it through!

REMEMBER,that we have GOD on our side?

forgotten who's Him already?
"if He is for us, who can be against us?"
Deal with it?
troubled? Start praying..

You immatures!!
What's going on?
im fed up with the nonsense!
handle it like an adult.
please..

I'm not all that... stop thinking that I'm so.
I'm nothing at all...

Just a boy who is happy with what he has, who he's with , what he's doing ..
that's it..

Now put that smile on your face..
Start loving,
Start praying..

Be appreciative =)

I FINALLY FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

AHHH!! x) I first heard this from ms.Liew Shu lynn's blog,
and then..i dunno why.. but i felt in love with this song..
i can just listen to it everyday,everytime..non-stop
just keep on replaying..
GEE.. =D addicted..
at times, feel so sad listen to it..
fuh!
But i finally found the clip.
think im in love with this guy ' yiruma'
oooh... i love him.
wahahahahaha!
okok. *slap face*

i need the piano piece..
!!! and a piano teacher!!
where is my piano teacher? need to re-hire!!
anyone? can kindly teach me..please?
im even stuck with ' Only Hope ' =/
*shucks* shouldn't have stop my lessons 8 years ago.
-regret pulak-

In loving memory of Maria Sue Chapman..

2008-06-02T01:41:00.000-07:00

Steven Curtis Chapman’s youngest child died Wednesday evening after being struck by a car driven by her teenage brother in the driveway of the family’s Williamson County home.

Maria, one of the Christian singer’s six children, was taken by LifeFlight to Vanderbilt Hospital, which confirmed the death, according to Laura McPherson, a spokeswoman for the Tennessee Highway Patrol.

The 5-year-old was hit by an SUV driven by her teenage brother, she said. Police did not give the driver’s name.

The teen was driving a Toyota Land Cruiser down the driveway of the rural home at about 5:30 p.m. and several children were playing in the area, McPherson said. He did not see Maria in the driveway before the vehicle struck her, she said.

“It appears to be a terrible accident,’’ McPherson said.

No charges are expected, she said. The accident was witnessed by two other children; the entire family was home at the time, McPherson said.

Singer/songwriter Chapman, who recently was inducted into Music City Walk of Fame, is one of contemporary Christian music’s most recognizable and most awarded names.

He and his wife Mary Beth have long been supporters of international adoption, having brought three girls from China into their family. Maria was the youngest.The couple is so active in the cause that they formed an organization, Shaohannah’s Hope, to aid families wanting to adopt.

With his latest music tour, which came through Nashville in November, Chapman started a campaign called “Change for Orphans”. He asked audience members at each stop to bring spare change to the concert, where it was counted and given to a local family to aid in their adoption process.

“I don’t know of anybody who loves his children more than he does and is so committed to the adoption concept, and to lose one, no matter what the circumstances, is heartbreaking beyond all comprehension,” said John Styll, president of the Nashville-based Gospel Music Association.

“He talks about his kids all the time. That’s his life. His kids are more important to him than music, that’s for sure.

”The tragedy was announced during Wednesday-night services at Harpeth Hills Church of Christ, which the family attends. Maria had just graduated from the church preschool.

And word spread throughout the tight-knit Christian music community on Wednesday evening.

Styll got the news not long after Maria’s death.

"I’m confident I can speak for everyone in the community to say we will do everything we can to support this family, as we would do at any time, but especially at a time like this,” he said.

Most of the Chapman family was at Vanderbilt children’s hospital after the accident and could not be contacted. The long, gravel driveway leading to the home west of Franklin was blocked off by Williamson County sheriff’s deputies.

Here's more..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ay1vgulzR8I - Her's daddy cinderella

To the Chapman's family,
May God be with you all in this hard time.

Finally.. Understood.

2008-06-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

"He is no fool to gives what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose"

Yes im slow..but it answered my questions..

Not giving up..

2008-05-29T00:48:00.000-07:00

Oh, what I would do to have the kind of strength it takes

To stand before a giant with just a sling and a stone

Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors shaking in their armor

Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me

Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed

The giant keeps on telling me time and time again"Boy you'll never win, you'll never win."

If you accept defeat..that's what you get..
Don't quit till you got nothing left
Cause He's never giving up on you
Why should you?

Im fighting it..

A tiring yet interesting & an enjoying weekend.

2008-05-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

Yes.. the title does says it all. I've been wanting to do things that i've never really got to do.. and so now .. I shall =) haha. Trying out new things is interestings..

Saturday : Fishing

Fishing along side Banting

This is the place. kinda small and ULU. haha.

A big thanks to this headless guy.

( Yes im sure you know this fella here)

Who helped me a lot ..

Fishing ain't easy at all.

To get the equipment ready...

Susah lo.

But i managed =)

Then again, at first i thought it was kinda like a date.. haha .. or a quality time spent with me fav unc? ( leongeng..don't jealous =) He brought his 2 friends -__- haha.. that of course.. not as noob as me. =)

This is albert.. A joker and well.. this is how he fishes. Ahah

And then .. there is this guy .. and his name is..erm..O.o aiyok! forgotten.. -___-" ok..let's call him the "sunglassesman" Salute wei! haha. cause he's like really good in fishing. *Must have the skills*

This happen to be the fish food which smells like "Chicken backside!" ugh.. the smell was just horrible.

Looks like ordinary dirt..when you get ur hand's dirty?but then.. the smell..ugh. Took me so long to wash my hands.. Haha cause the smell wouldn't go off.. even the next day. I played the guitar for worship with that hand..em..oh o..

Fishing takes a whole lot of patients.. and I guess. haha. I shall take this opportunity to let unc M know that it's not my thing? sorry.. after much thought.
Once in a while, i don't mind following you. Really. it IS interesting.. and can be fun and satisfying...

See what i mean? Hehe

All in a days work? But a big congrats to the "sunglassesman" who caught all 3 fishes.. and yes. I know many of you would have guessed.. i wouldn't be able to catch any for my first try ..so much for ( tell me what fish you want? i catch of you. wahahaha) Where got so lucky one yeah? haha.. Oh well.. at least "sunglassesman" gave me this fish as a present.. and i decided to keep it as a pet and name is Matthew .. ahaha..okok. My mom actually made it into a dish O.O !!!

R.I.P
May you rest in peace..
Fishy
-**** - 22 of May 2008-

Sunday : HIKING!

.Melawati.Bukit Tabur.

An experience I'll never forget. It's quite dangerous though. No string attached while rock climbing but the hills and jungle track was just awesome. We actually started at 4.30pm and ended up in the dark at 9.30pm..around there lah, when we reach down from the hill. But it was so cool! even when it was in the dark ( ok lah, i admit i was a lil afraid of the dark. Was really dark ) I pity Damien though, who was complaining throughout the journey. Much falling down and all.. but Hey? you did it as well right? Hehe!

It was really hard for me to take pictures while climbing.. because it was just going up and up. Ahah. But i managed to take a few while climbing..

As you can see.. certain area. sorry for the 'shaky hands' ..was really tiring.. could'n stable my hands ..

After a while, we stop at 1/4 up the hill.. and in amazement..The view was just beautiful..And our guide.. Ben? says he comes here every weekend. It's like his playground.. Oh goodness. If only Taman Rakyat is like that..

Taman Rakyat not so HIGH =(

Someone one's told me that .. when you wanna take a good picture. It's either in the morning or the evening, after that.. the lightings wouldn't be so good.. or even worst? no lighting. So yes, At this time, it's like 6 something? so .. the pictures might not be as clear? But you still can see lah =) eheh.. think was peanut

This was about half way through our hiking.. and as you can see =) Speechless as i am. I stand in awe in God's creation. Edwin was like saying " This can't be Malaysia. Are we in Malaysia??? " the Mountains are really beautiful .. with all those "cotton candies cloud " hovering it. fuh! Just absolutely wonderful.. One thing, taking picture is not as good as seeing it with your own two eyes and keeping it in your memories box. Plus i don't have any Nikon.So that was the futhers i can zoom ..

Oh and i forgot to mention, there was this dog who was so cute! and clever. haha who was following us up the hike. The dog was just so smart!!! He knows his way up..But he only follow us until a certain area. Wanted to bring the dog back home. haha..

This was my favourite part of them all. hahaha
*Rock climbing*

Ms Lee..doing her thing there. haha.

By the time we were up the hill.. It was getting really dark..And i so 'bodoh' lah!!! michelle took some few pictures when the lightings was on. You could actually see the whole of KL with the lightings.. argh! Wasted.

And so .. That was it.. A really good experience I must say.. One that i don't mind going for another time? =) Hahaha.. And ok. I have to say that its way better than fishing (then again. sorry matt )

Here's to the 8 of us who made it. and of course
we came down safely.
A few bruises and cuts no harm to it =)

Except for this stupid thing !!!
blue black right after sucking all my juicy blood!!!!
and the worst part.. blood just couldn't stop flowing..

Was mad because I had 9 of this over me..For my first time samore.. sigh.. So sad..Usually Im somehow lucky? Don't get it.the stupid thing.. still wanna run away after being bathe with salt..

But I did enjoy myself very very much >_<

TO the great outdoors!!! I can't wait for the next one? Haha
The one in Kelantan..Gunung Stong!

Till then,
I shall start working out more!

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Another story, please do continue to pray for my Ah ma. She is getting better though.. Thx
and YES!! PRAISE GOD!!! I passed my Sem 3 !! hehe. Now i can enjoy the rest of my holidays in peace .. and 23 days more.. ..

in.ar.tic.u.late & ex.cit.ed

2008-05-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Finding it hard to express my feelings clearly

oh well..putting my emotions aside..

AH!! hahahaA! sorry for my jakun-ness..

Im really excited. My first time.

I can get to spend good quality time with my uncle Matt

or maybe a date with him?

Who cares!

Plus hiking ..Will keep you updated

currently..

2008-05-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

Connie,6 Britain Got talent

2008-05-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

*speechless*

Pleading..

2008-05-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

Rain , Rain ,

Please come ?

No.. don't listen to those who says

come again another day.

We need you..

It's really humid

We're suffocating..

Night and day..

You used to come daily.

what happen?

Deception

2008-05-14T02:37:00.000-07:00

You find in all those you may look up to..

Parents - rely on it , when dealing with children

Man/Women - use it to help keep secret, big and small.

Lovers - need it to cover up inconvenient accident

Leaders - hide their true colors

So why do people resort to deception?

I really wonder..

walk.stop.observe.realize.appreciate.

2008-05-14T01:20:00.000-07:00

I never knew Taman Rakyat could be so beautiful...

Tears drop on my futsal shoe..

2008-05-09T10:23:00.000-07:00

I can't take it actually..

not being able to play

football

for MORE THAN a month!!!

and i got to slowly wait patiently for the time..

-I miss the game i love the most-

.:You wait guys.. I'll be back! i know you guys miss me =P

It's time to open our eyes..

2008-05-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

Can't you SEE?

that the building isn't the church!!!

It's the people..

it's when one or two gather

wherenever..

THATS IT!

It's not about

WOW, SO NICE , SO BIG!!!??

WHY CAN'T WE HAVE LIKE SO?!

It's just a building!!

open your eyes to see?

can you?

Love the people, NOT the building..

Love our own brother and sisters..

STOP the ego

STOP the pride

STOP the cliques

STOP the judging

STOP the gossips

STOP looking down

STOP the grouping

JUST STOP IT.

We are suppose to love.

And as when we come together..

LOVE!

Are we being there for the people who needs love..

who needs someone

to just talk

to just listen

to be comforted..

Do we?

Romans 12

(v9) Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil! ; clings to what is good.
(v10) Be devoted to one another in brotherly ( sistersly) love.
(v13) Share with God's people who are in need..
(v16) Live in harmony. Do not be proud
(v18) Live at peace with everyone.

Look around you.. and see

Finishing strong..

2008-04-29T05:47:00.000-07:00

" I can do this "

Was the words i was whispering to myself the very night before the race..
Funny how I was really into this race, i guess it was something new and different from the usual 'Merentas Desa' i used to run, it's been a while since I've run for a long mile. I seriously don't know how come i couldn't sleep that night.Ish.
I needed that sleep so much.haha.Well i did managed to rest my eyes for a while till..

chong keat
26-Apr-08 3:57am
Are you guys awake?

colin.G
26-Apr-08 3:59am
Yup ready d..

We left the house at about 4 am for a quick breakfast in Bukit Tinggi.
Yes..and it was non other than " A GREAT MORNING GOOD BREAKFAST!! "
kinda make you feel all semangat-ed for a run.Haha..

Ok. i got to admit. i was pretty excited
cause I've always wanted to eat in McD breakfast at 4am.

Bro.G was too! =)

We enjoyed our free burgers! woo =)

notice CK . i got no comment on that. haha

So yeah! after when we were done eating, getting all geared up, we were ready for the marathon!

Oh yeah! Some of us actually had a problem deciding whether to run with the 'SEXY SINGLET' or not..the holes were really big and i guess i wasn't used to it..

SIMPLY CAUSE I DON'T WEAR ARMPIT SHIRT!
BluekS~!!!

So ya, we reached! we got ready, warm up , ate some power bar (power power) and some raisins =) [ Edwin said power food ] prayed and off we were standing at the front line well because

chong keat : Eh, come let's get ready and stand at the front line.. so at least when we run. we can be FIRST for
at least 5 seconds?!!

5 seconds??!!

5.30am. Gun was fired..

*PAMP*

there was thousand running so semangat-ly! They were really fast man! Ah Kong, Ah Pek all. fuyoh! not bad !

Non of us really did get to taste that 5 second of victory...eheh

Honest truth? The race was really hard actually, some of the path way was like going a lil up hill and down. At that moment, could feel my leg starting to worn out and as i reach the first water station? I had 6 KM more to go.. -___-" sigh.. that 4 KM was really killer man i tell you. bluff people wan, felt as if it was more than that. I must say that i really did stop at the water station taking my time to drink .. =)

Running this race really got me thinking of Philippians 3 : 14 ' I press on toward the goal which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus'
I wouldn't share much about everything that happen, but i guess even though i did not go for worship that very morning? I had my own time of worship with God, through my surrounding was the message, as i run that very moment,was the message. I can't remember how many times i kept repeating as i whispered ' Do not give up no matter what. Do not! ' As I was reminded of Him in His word. ' You can do this Colin ' During my run, my chest ache for some reason ( don't know why ), muscle pulled , i was practically running half the mile with blisters on my left ankle, skin was rubbing against the shoe and tear..

Within 1 hour plus past,

Guess what?

I saw that finish line..

I did it.

We.. we all did!!! >_<

*bangga*

*bannga moments*

Overall
it was a really good experience..

I actually went with one expectation, to lose weight ( my tummy? ) so i could surprise Man ling seeing how hot/ sexy I am when she gets back? ahah.. okok..

Guess there was a good message behind all this =)

Thank you Lord..

Amen.

Running the race..

2008-04-23T03:16:00.000-07:00

10km + running shoe = a smaller tummy ^_^

4 more days to go..

come on edwinP,Ck,bro.G,Kelvin..we can do it!

i hope..

Study I need, Study I should , Study I shall !

2008-04-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

But they are just so WORD-dy..

plus no pictures..

makes it really boring.

nevertheless,

as Jun Yi would put it

" Colin too needs motivation "

Being contented...

2008-04-15T19:40:00.000-07:00

This is my electronical Oxford Dictionary

This is a lovable PsP

Both of this cost around the same price. NEARLY lah.. i can say..

(and yes my dad got my brother a psp d.. not me.. i do play it though..just not the rightful owner =/)

(sad case huh?)

so anyway after seeing this 2..

Just got me wondering why did i want a electronic dictionary for?

( whats wrong with me??!)

I actually ask for it

But i didn't know it would be

SO EX!!!

i mean..

Im the type of person you see me holding a PSP on my hand

not a electronical dictionary O.o ??!

Oh well, my dad bought it cause well, it would definately help me with my course.

English not to say very good also..so i guess my dictionary helps alot. HAH!

just..

thinking that the price for the dictionary

just adding a lil,

I could have my own personal WHITE PSP!

(plus with the help of my friend (Renee) she can help to get it for a good price.. argh!)

But nvm lah, got to be contented right?

i mean one is enough..

One is good enough..

so yeah Calvin =)

Sharing is caring ya?

haha..

(or maybe i should swap. my brother would look better with a dictionary on his hand

while i have the psp on my hand..

right now it just doesn't feels right =p )

KIDDING!

Zits !

2008-04-14T01:33:00.001-07:00

Ah! Zits! =) My all time favourite daily newspaper comic. I just love it simply because it's funny and sometimes.. i don't know why, but i somehow feel like certain scenario that happens in this comic world,just reminds me like me and my parents. Haha! So here it goes to get what I'm trying to say :
- click to enlarge picture -

-The time when i just got my P license-

- The times when I'm late for college -

His mom reminds me of mine?

and sometimes when i complain to my dad,
i wonder what is he thinking..

Well one thing for sure, i would'n be like this.. this is just so mean..

Releasing..

2008-04-10T03:10:00.000-07:00

My mind is filled with lots of questions lately,

(yes,i guess i feel disturbed)

so many questions,

as to why?,

(why, how come?)

to seek for it,

that i want to know,

yet not questioning seem to be

the right thing to do..

Some questions tend to be unaswerable.

.: I guess not knowing why is alright :.

-Just let it go

Hey Jude

2008-04-08T03:55:00.000-07:00

So cute la this girl..
children are just so adorable.

L i F e

2008-04-04T01:50:00.000-07:00

A work piece that my friend did during class and well picture do speak for itself.
Try and see if you can get it, i found it rather touching , that it even kept me silence for a moment..

click to enlarge it.

.: Copyrighted from
-Grace Wong

observation..

2008-04-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

The Human life forms are indeed a very unique specimens to study.

As we were created, we were

Given brains but we don't fully utilize it properly,

Given mouth, yet speak unnecessarily at most times,

Given ears, but choose not to listen,

Given eyes, but is blinded to certain things..

Agree?

My brain wants to say something...

2008-03-26T00:15:00.000-07:00

I feel so free!

Whee!....

....

But just for a while..

(Just want to enjoy that moment for a while)

.: 4 more days left..currently being very emotional..

every second when the clocks' ticking, my heart's aching.

then again.. it's inevitable.. im missing you already:.

Contemplating...

2008-03-23T02:24:00.000-07:00

who am i?

that you..

would care to know my name

would care to feel my hurt

would care to look on me with love.

what am i to you?

" still you hear me when i'm calling, and you'll catch me when i'm falling.. and you said that

I am Yours "

Blessed easter everyone.God bless.

.:-who am i - casting crowns:.

Please, daddy please?

2008-03-19T21:30:00.000-07:00

mR.pSP..

can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i
can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i

- I know im behaving like a child, don't mind me

our ACS forever

2008-03-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

-Anglo Chinese School-

Recently, me and my family, We had dinner at Modern, the restoran which was located just opposite my school. Its been a while sinced i past Jalan Raya Barat, Klang or even to the area of Jalan Melawis. Woh? memories from the past seem to come so vividly into my mind. My friends house, Tuitions areas, favourite ramly burger stall, football hangout/area,TNB court, Mamak.

Its been 2 years now, those were the days where class will be in sessions and we would just want to sneak out to play football , basketball or volleyball. Class hopping, just talking to friends even when the teacher is in class. We wouldn't seem to care, or maybe it's just me.. -_- haha! Oh those 5 years of waking up early morning, just to make it in time for school but always seem to be late because of the jam , and there mr.KFC ( the headmaster who looks like the colonel) would be there to punish us. haha.. oh the sweet memories.

Of course i was a good boy, in a way , i can say?.. A teacher's pet? =p ( ya right! ) but somehow Class president seem to have privileges. hahaha.. wohoo!! (bangga) you can do something and get away with it >_<

Well, this are the only few pictures i have left with me .. kinda sad yeah? well i never really like taking pictures last time so the only person i can blame is myself.. haha..

I miss my friends so much..

Everybody is like everywhere..

Some has even flew off like a 'happy bird'

oops.. i meant to further studies.

We did have our good and bad times i guess..

Oh and btw, the school may have the name Chinese? but it's not a chinese school

It's a missionary school.

A school fills with Sejarah lah! haha..

I do miss everything about my school, ACS may not be the best school overall

But im proud that i was from that school.

Im proud to be a school boy from Acs.

" In your classrooms and playing fields,

Our beloved teachers all

Great truth of life and love they taught

Thro' the years we may recall

Our hears are filled with gratitude

For care and loving nurture

God save our land and heaven bless

Our ACS forever "

2002-2006

Currently..this is how im feeling

2008-03-16T00:28:00.000-07:00

Testifying to His Work

2008-03-14T18:33:00.000-07:00

When I am weak and weary Lord

I will fall on my knees

Humbly, Lord, will I seek Your face

There will i call on you

The past few weeks has been really hectic for me. It's like one thing after another, to the extends that i almost went cuckoo! @_@ .. Much prayer was been asked for from Above, and he never fails to hears them all.

For everytime I pray

I move the hands of God

My prayer does the things

My hands cannot do

For everytime I pray

The mountains are removed

The paths are made straight

And nations turn to you

Funny how yesterday B.I.G ( our lil cell groups in church) as we sang, mostly all the songs had to do with prayers. I hold on to my tears as i sang, oh goodness the words were just so comforting, it's amazing how things can be so unexpected? what I'm trying to say is.. God can speak in ways that sometimes, we ourselves should be more observant? as we listen to His voice..

Don't just hear it.. LISTEN to it.

( As my dear friend , Mei yoon always question me..

Well this applies really.There is a different from Listening to just Hearing)

With this i end with lifting my praises to Him,

And Lord we lift your name on high

And Lord, We want to thank you

For the works You've done in our lives

And Lord we trust in Your unfailing love

For you alone are God eternal

Throughout earth and heavan above

-Amen

60 earth hour

2008-03-12T03:34:00.000-07:00

It started with a question: How can we inspire people to take action on climate change?

The answer: Ask the people of Sydney to turn off their lights for one hour.
On 31 March 2007, 2.2 million people and 2100 Sydney businesses turned off their lights for one hour - Earth Hour. This massive collective effort reduced Sydney's energy consumption by 10.2% for one hour, which is the equivalent effect of taking 48,000 cars off the road for a year.

With Sydney icons like the Harbour Bridge and Opera House turning their lights off, and unique events such as weddings by candlelight, the world took notice. Inspired by the collective effort of millions of Sydneysiders, many major global cities are joining Earth Hour in 2008, turning a symbolic event into a global movement.

Beyond turning off your lights for one hour at 8pm March 29, 2008, there are lots of things you can do to make a difference.

It's just for an hour..Help fight Global Warming

http://www.earthhour.org/

Happy 910308 to you

2008-03-09T00:56:00.000-08:00

Ok.I know.. my blog has been a lil ... =/ 'trouble-like-kind' ..sorry!! =) and yeah well i guess it's about time for me to update.. Sorry for being M.I.A, cause i just have a lot of things of my mind and .. yeah .. no mood do to blog? ok..enough excuses..

Few days ago..A certain someone...Mr Always-worrying-thinking-he's-fat had just turned 17!! wow? how you've grown =)

hmm.. kinda badly taken ..

MR Always-worrying-thinking-he's-fat

Anak manja..

Don't care..must spoil your picture..

Sorry for the disturbing pictures..

Bro just wanna get married badly =p

Once again..Blessed Birthday bro.G

Will get for you your casting crown lastest album.

You just be patient yeah.. haha

Like a rose...trampled on the ground..

2008-02-27T03:20:00.000-08:00

Lord,
Why do you love us till you'll do such a thing?

I know i keep repeating over and over but...

Sometimes i just can't take it anymore..

I can't take what i see, what i picture in my mind..

If im You.. i don't think im able to do it..

I know there isn't any other way.

If i were to say Thank you

just would'nt be enough!!!

nor my service to You

will be enough!!

to what you have done for me...

Yet people mock You!

make FUN of You..

Cursed You in Your name!

Stop it!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all i can say in my heart..

Why didn't i defended You like you would..

Like i should..

Why am i such a coward?!

isn't it painful...?

it must have hurt..

it must have been right?!

how can you be so forgiving...?

You love each and everyone very much..

don't you..

i look upon the cross and nails..

i look at the blood..

i look at you...

it hurts really bad to see..

What You had to go through

in order to save us..

What more can i ask for?

i don't deserve You

yet You didn't make me feel unwanted..

I've been realizing..

since a long time ago..

......You never seem to let go of me..

Thank You Lord

i love you...

Your son,

colin

We dont need Easter only to remind us about God's agape love..

Loud and clear..

2008-02-26T19:51:00.000-08:00

" Whatever comes our way,

Whatever battle we have raging inside us,

we always have a choice.

It's the choices that makes us who we are

and we can always choose to do what's right "

- Spiderman 3, Peter Parker -

P/s : Not forgetting that it's HE who gives us the wisdom to make the right choices/decision

2008-02-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

As quoted from Mummy Chua

" Start living for the future, not just the presence "

.:currently sorting things out:.

There she goes..

2008-02-17T06:41:00.000-08:00

Hmm..

House seem quiet,

the room beside me...

it's empty..

Who's gonna tell me off?

Choose nice clothing for me?

Telling me all the happening stories..

be my mahjong rival..

It's just been one day and...

Yes.ok!Fine!!I'll SAY IT!

i'm missing you already ='(

Why do you have to go so fast?
i admit.. i wasn't ready for it at all...

cuz i wouldn't know whether your gonna come back here,

i know..

it's HE who decides what's gonna happen in our life...

It's just.....

sigh.

i'll miss your crazy-ness

*Take care and God bless ok.All the best in Ah moh-land*

Dedicated to my one and only... you.

2008-02-13T05:42:00.000-08:00

I've watched the sunrise in your eyes
And I've seen the tears fall like the rain
You've seen me fight so brave and strong
You've held my hand when I'm afraid

We've watched the seasons come and go
We'll see them come and go again
But in winter's chill, or summer's breeze
One thing will not be changin'

We will dance
When the sun is shining
In the pouring rain
We'll spin and we'll sway
And we will dance
When the gentle breeze
Becomes a hurricane
The music will play
And I'll take your hand
And hold you close to me
And we will dance

Sometimes it's hard to hold you tight
Sometimes we feel so far apart
Sometimes we dance as one
And feel the beating of each others hearts

Some days the dance is slow and sweet
Some days we're bouncing off the walls
No matter how this world may turn
Our love will keep us from fallin'

We will dance -Steven Curtis Chapman

###

Indeed every time i thank God each time i think of you

I dedicate this song to you..

simply because you love dancing,

as for me.. well...

i'll only....injure myself =/

But whenever we can,

I would like to dance with you

to hold your hand for as long as we are here

and to never let go..

Some days the dance is slow and sweet

Some days we're bouncing off the walls

No matter how this world may turn

Our love will keep us from fallin'

Our journey has been really wonderful so far

(as He is with us)

Though yes, there may be ups and downs

but still our love would stay strong..

The music will play
And I'll hold you close
And I won't let you go
Even when our steps
Grow weak and slow
Still I'll take your hand
And hold you close to me
And we, will dance

"Happy valentine's day to you"

I love you

Indeed

" everyday is like valentine's day"

for me,

it's because you do make the day special

you make it wonderful.

thank you for that =)

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