Monday, June 30, 2008

Still very the slow.

Dated : 29 June '08
Place : Dataran Merdeka
Time : 6.30 something..
Achievement :o.5 % ? Haha..

So, here we are again, the 'running gang' . This time around was just the 4 of us. bro.G and Chong keat couldn't make it due to ... reason of their own. Poor chong keat though he was sick. But nevertheless, the 4 semangat ppl again ( this time with grace =), getting ready for the ' ADIDAS KING OF THE ROAD ' , this run was just supposed to be a warm up/training/run for fun.

I have to say, this time around.. the t-shirt that they give was way better than the much revealing jersey in Klang . Ahah!

Olympic day run - 7km only. The race started at 7.30am, and yet it took me 1 hour to finish the race -__-" I reached the finished line at about 8.30am.. Blame the 'ayam goreng' and all the McD and KFC throughout the week. I feel so weak and fat ( fat on the inside ) (weak on the legs) . Much running is needed. If I even want to win. 1000+ for only 30 medals.

Getting up as early as 4 something in the morning to prepare yourself for a run .. can be really
-_-" dreadful. As to, when you are just about to sleep, and then next thing you know .. your alarm clock is ringing. Thanks to Edwin, I was awake by the free wake up call service ( I prolly need that when I start college again. Haha ) Btw, looks like I wasn't the only Zombie-fied one that morning! =)

But there is something about running that I'll always love about. The message when I run, how I remember God's word in the bible, when we run the race. I certainly wanted that medal badly, but in return, a set of reminder that when we run the race, forgetting what is behind us and straining toward what is ahead, pressing on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. I myself will not be disqualified for THAT prize. Let's just say that this spoke closely to my heart that day, and I was singing it throughout the run.

" I'm running the race
Marked out for me, Oh Jesus
I'm keeping the pace
You've placed inside my heart

Stopping to hear your words
As I'm looking for strength above
Jesus lead me where
You want me to go
Lord I don't want to travel on
Roads that you know I don't belong
Jesus lead me where
You want me to go "

-Funny how God always speaks in ways we wouldn't see it coming

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Comedy court

Hahahaha.. omgoodness! this is so funny!!

For more : go here : http://www.comedycourt.com.my/watchvideo_02.html



Lost in translation..

It's been a while seen I last saw her. I have to be honest. I don't really like her before, why? Don't ask. It's been a while, i can't remember when. time was running actually. I almost missed it.but today?

Today was the day. I was waiting for her outside. She was occupied. I waited. Door open. I went in and I saw her, I saw her face, knelt , and there she was. Wait . I thought she couldn't recognize me anymore, that's what THEY said. But she was looking at me. Into mine, she held her weak hand and grab mine. I just knelt there silently, and then I called her.

I know she was happy. I could feel it. We were looking at each other. I must say, this was the first. unusual was the word. My mind was searching for just that right particular words.

If only I knew how to say it rightly, If only she understands it.

" Ah ma, I'm sorry for not visiting you so often.. "

" Ah ma? yes I'm 19 now.. "

" You take care alright? I'll be praying for you. ah ma? be strong.. "

There was just only one word to describe me that very moment,
-pathetic-

I'm just glad that I saw her today, It was just the right thing to do.

After all, She is family..

Saturday, June 21, 2008

That was then.. this is my now

I wish to say that my fears are right behind me. and gone are the shadows and doubt.
You taught me Lord and you said that I was made of more than my yesterdays.
right here. right now. Use me. I stand today.. more than ever.


Help me. to find the strength,putting my fears behind me. to make me strong. so i can be. answers to the answer-less. strength to the weak. having that step of faith to the faithless. to have courage , and to fight the cowards. As I look around? I can't believe what i see. I smack my own head. to help me. make me realize,that..

That was then.. this is my now.

* I'm here now..more than I'll ever be.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Faith is all I need
- holding on to it.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

A MUST WATCH Drama

First and foremost, let me take this time to declare how much I enjoy and love the performing arts in Malaysia. Specially when it comes to their musical or dramas, even both! It makes me proud to be a malaysian =)



Directed by Dato’ Faridah Merican
Artistic Director Joe Hasham

Sybil, her husband, and the Captain (her Resistance contact) listen one evening to devastating news of British defeat throughout the peninsula. Suspicion is rife, Japanese collaborators are present in every town, and the feared Kempetai—the Japanese Military Police that is answerable only to itself—is beginning to take an interest in the small town. Sybil, however, refuses the Captain’s advice to flee to the jungle, and instead redoubles her efforts to thwart the Japanese. Before long, Dr Kathigasu is arrested on suspicion of aiding the resistance, and Sybil’s arrest follows soon after.
The story of a national hero, never before told in the form of performing arts! Sybil…

Date & Times: 12- 22 June @ 8.30pm Sundays: 3pm

* For a guy who may not know much about his own country history. This is awesome man! haha *

We welcome you.


"So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hands,
the hope for change,
the second chance you gave,
on you I'll throw my life,
casting all my fears aside,
how could greater love than this?
could possibly exist?"

June 14th, Saturday - was a night to remember, as 20 seek the Lord and 6 turn back to Him. Second chance speaks to those who is yet to come to know the Lord, the time is NOW and for those who has been wondering if God ever wants you anymore..

" Hey you, turn around .. come home, I've always been here..just waiting for you"

" Welcome home my child "

bit by bits you've been strayed. oh you've missed the chance!!?

your heart may be hard, your life may be shattered, But God is waiting for you with arms wide open. It's never to late.

Teen Scene
Every Sunday
11.15am
We welcome you =)
-A time whereby you may find something that you've been seeking in all your life-
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Teen Scene Fest 08'
Coming near you
This Saturday
7.30pm
*you wouldn't want to miss it*
Call me if you wanna come for it.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

why bother?

Guess it's just not me not to..

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Colin's head like a volcano now..

When one start hating himself/herself,
I just got one question.
How can you live with yourselves???
It's hard to hate yourselves cause your practically living with yourselves for 24/7
You CAN'T run away from you.
you know it'll start getting worst right?
Start loving then..

Depression?
yes,practically everyone goes through that.
as sucky as it is.. It's part of life ( you can't run away )
Yes, we go through it.
But we do make it through!
REMEMBER,that we have GOD on our side?
forgotten who's Him already?
"if He is for us, who can be against us?"
Deal with it?
troubled? Start praying..

You immatures!!
What's going on?
im fed up with the nonsense!
handle it like an adult.
please..

I'm not all that... stop thinking that I'm so.
I'm nothing at all...
Just a boy who is happy with what he has, who he's with , what he's doing ..
that's it..

Now put that smile on your face..
Start loving,
Start praying..
Be appreciative =)

I FINALLY FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHH!! x) I first heard this from ms.Liew Shu lynn's blog,
and then..i dunno why.. but i felt in love with this song..
i can just listen to it everyday,everytime..non-stop
just keep on replaying..
GEE.. =D addicted..
at times, feel so sad listen to it..
fuh!
But i finally found the clip.
think im in love with this guy ' yiruma'
oooh... i love him.
wahahahahaha!
okok. *slap face*


i need the piano piece..
!!! and a piano teacher!!
where is my piano teacher? need to re-hire!!
anyone? can kindly teach me..please?
im even stuck with ' Only Hope ' =/
*shucks* shouldn't have stop my lessons 8 years ago.
-regret pulak-

Monday, June 2, 2008

In loving memory of Maria Sue Chapman..


Steven Curtis Chapman’s youngest child died Wednesday evening after being struck by a car driven by her teenage brother in the driveway of the family’s Williamson County home.

Maria, one of the Christian singer’s six children, was taken by LifeFlight to Vanderbilt Hospital, which confirmed the death, according to Laura McPherson, a spokeswoman for the Tennessee Highway Patrol.

The 5-year-old was hit by an SUV driven by her teenage brother, she said. Police did not give the driver’s name.

The teen was driving a Toyota Land Cruiser down the driveway of the rural home at about 5:30 p.m. and several children were playing in the area, McPherson said. He did not see Maria in the driveway before the vehicle struck her, she said.

“It appears to be a terrible accident,’’ McPherson said.

No charges are expected, she said. The accident was witnessed by two other children; the entire family was home at the time, McPherson said.

Singer/songwriter Chapman, who recently was inducted into Music City Walk of Fame, is one of contemporary Christian music’s most recognizable and most awarded names.

He and his wife Mary Beth have long been supporters of international adoption, having brought three girls from China into their family. Maria was the youngest.The couple is so active in the cause that they formed an organization, Shaohannah’s Hope, to aid families wanting to adopt.

With his latest music tour, which came through Nashville in November, Chapman started a campaign called “Change for Orphans”. He asked audience members at each stop to bring spare change to the concert, where it was counted and given to a local family to aid in their adoption process.

“I don’t know of anybody who loves his children more than he does and is so committed to the adoption concept, and to lose one, no matter what the circumstances, is heartbreaking beyond all comprehension,” said John Styll, president of the Nashville-based Gospel Music Association.

“He talks about his kids all the time. That’s his life. His kids are more important to him than music, that’s for sure.

”The tragedy was announced during Wednesday-night services at Harpeth Hills Church of Christ, which the family attends. Maria had just graduated from the church preschool.

And word spread throughout the tight-knit Christian music community on Wednesday evening.

Styll got the news not long after Maria’s death.

"I’m confident I can speak for everyone in the community to say we will do everything we can to support this family, as we would do at any time, but especially at a time like this,” he said.

Most of the Chapman family was at Vanderbilt children’s hospital after the accident and could not be contacted. The long, gravel driveway leading to the home west of Franklin was blocked off by Williamson County sheriff’s deputies.




Here's more..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ay1vgulzR8I - Her's daddy cinderella

To the Chapman's family,
May God be with you all in this hard time.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Finally.. Understood.

"He is no fool to gives what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose"

Yes im slow..but it answered my questions..